Can't find any way out...
There's got to be something I could live for,
so just show me now.
Every day is just another regret.
It's time for me to put it to rest, and it's over now.

I don't know where to go from here.
Where is safety?
Where is comfort?
Where can I find the feeling of knowing She is okay?

There's no escape.
You are in everything that I do, Bri.  Everything.
From what I listen to, to the things I say;
From the way I believe, to the people I see.

I don't ever want to forget you.
I'm so scared of forgetting you that I make myself
sick over thinking about what happened to you all.the.time.

He's right.
I need to let you go.
I need to let you move on and let you continue your life.
Obsessing over this isn't helping either of us.
I'm letting go of everything that's keeping you here.
All I want is for you to be happy.
And if this is what it takes, then I can do that.

You know I love you.
And you know that I miss the hell out of you.
Don't ever forget that.
I won't ever forget that you love me.

Goodbye, Briana.
I'll be seeing you.

"i love you megan. you are a-m-a-z-i-n-g!!!"

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And this is what happens when "I love you"s don't mean anything.
You forget who you are and lose yourself to thoughts and misunderstandings.
Past mistakes that will forever haunt you;
I will never make the same mistake again.
Lost loves and lost dreams, they don't mean a thing
when you're sitting high up on your pedestal.
You forever regret that climb to the top.
And you'll never see what's coming at you,
and you'll never hear what's screaming for you
until it's right in front of your face,
when it's too late to save even a breath of air.
My, haven't we been here before?

Daddy-

I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.
I hate that I have to miss you so much and so often.
I'm definitely your little girl.
I'm proud to be your daughter.
I love hearing that I have your eyes and your kindness.
I love having a part of you with me everywhere I go.
Sometimes I blame you for things that have happened
and for the ways that I feel.
But really, it's both of our faults.
We don't try nearly as hard as we should.
I know you love me.
I know you miss me.
But sometimes, I just need reassurance.
You are my world, and you don't even know it.
I think about you constantly.
I want to be near you.
And hear your voice.
I miss the sarcasm
I miss your house.
I miss our old life.
I want to be close to you.
I want to have a real father-daughter relationship with you.
Something tells me that's never going to happen.
But there's still time...
Right?

Out of all the things I've wished for, my most important wish is that you could read this and see how I really feel. And see how I really hurt. And see how I really love you.

Things are getting better.
She's good.
We're good.
I just don't see how this was necessary.
but it better be a much needed lesson to learn.

My sister has diabetes.
My mother is falling apart.
The household is a mess.
What do I do?
I don't know the words to say
or the things to do to make everything better.
I'm responsible for being strong for my mom.
My sister had her first breakdown tonight.
Reality is setting in.
Am I really strong enough?
Strong enough to hold a family together?

Diabetic.
Diabetic.
Diabetic.

panic.