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Sunday, June 11, 2006

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 19:35:22 GMT

Yea I thought I would finally get around to udating this. Nothing much to say besides I GRADUATE IN 4 DAYS!!!!!! Oh I can't wait to get out of that school, it's going to be great. Yeah I may miss a few things but other than that I am looking forward to leaving. Then after graduation, I am having a party and yes Nick you can bring your bass and new amp. Tell John to do the same, since my uncle is bringing his guitar and his amp as well.

After that I am off to Seubenville Ohio for a retreat. It's going to kick ass!!! I can't wait, and I will most likely lose my voice. Then about a week or so later I am leaving for Poland (Nick I want you to come in my suitcase, or better yet in my carry on bag, we both know that thing is big enough for you and my stuff!!) Yes it's going to rock, but I will miss everyone.

Well I have some grass to get rid of in the yard then I am off to work!
Lots of love to all
Kiki:)

Hmmmm, I just don't know this time.

Sun, 09 Apr 2006 01:38:45 GMT

Guten Nich, SPRING BREAK STARTS, SOMETHING TO BE EXCITED ABOUT! Today was a subdued day. Legion of Mary meetting, and froze waiting for a ride home thanks to a certain indvidual (you know who you are. But I love ya just the same, and plus it was refreshing.) What else, aye yes work at the vet's office. Alot of dogs to walk, but other than that it was fun and laid back. The first hour was wasted doing absoultely nothing, because there was nothing to do. I hate when that happens, but hey it's still money.

I can't wait for tommorrow youth mass in the morning, then I am hoping to hang out with friends, and then Living Stations at St. Titus. Nick you have to bring the songs you have written along so I can read them. and maybe if you want add to them. At times I have my creative streaks.

Twisted clocks tremble,
and the California lilies cry.
(beginning to a long forgotten poem. One minute it wil get finished.)

Another day amoungst the rest

Mon, 03 Apr 2006 02:37:00 GMT

Sitting and trying to relax, yet the relaxation is not coming. I am hoping that a very special person to me is doing Ok. Also, I hope that he will talk to me and let me know what is happening; praying will help.
For those of you that read Nick's site, and the comment form me, Kiki, just nevermind that. I was in a devious mood:)

I am tried and sad, because Nick got the crap beaten out of him by his brother. Over nothing, I wish people would understand people better. He didn't deserve it, and maybe his family will understand it is not him to be worried about. I will always be here, never leaving.

School tomorrow, I am going to try the more uplifting approach, looking at Mondays as a gift instead of condeming it. It will be a great week, because sprink break is around the corner. Time to sit and write some poetry, long over due.

......please help with a new layout for my site, it's in need.
Kiki

Uploading data....abort!

Fri, 10 Mar 2006 02:35:10 GMT

As you have noticed I am not much of one for udating my site. Actually I have not been on the net for the last month or so. It's sad, I have been sleeping after work, heck in the middle of homework. Evil insitution they like to call school. I am hoping this weekend will be fun, and not boring. Legion of Mary is always fun, Nick and older ladies thinking he's my brother. No! Not my brother! But they don't remember after you tell them. Then let's see work later on in the afternoon. Aye yes... the joys of working at a vet's office. Hmmm

I need a computer. One that well does not die when i get near it, yes that is asking a lot. Or maybe some more memory for the one in my Mom's room. I will have to talk to Nick about that one. Are you up to gutting my Mom's? Well mayb enot gutting it, but more memory would be great. Yayyyy St. Titus on Sunday, the car ride is always intersting. Probably all sing Queen or Green Day on the way there. Yep yep, hope to confuse you more later
Hope to get sleep...now who am I kidding?

It's been too long

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 22:05:41 GMT

Hallo to everyone who cares to read this. Some of you may care, but since I am very slow to update this, it is understandable that you would not want to read it. Some may wonder what has been going in my life in the last month and a half. (Or some of you may not care at all, and insult the hell out of me when you get the oppurtunity.) I was out sick for 3 weeks from school, and had a lot of make up work to do and still been trying to get the make up work done. Yes my life has been consumed with school work which is not right at all. I should be focusing more on having fun and being happy along with getting the work done. Not being upset over having a lot of homework and not getting any of it done. Yes, I tend to sometimes write in stream of consciousness, if it confuses you I apologize.

anyways I am in a freakishly awesome fantastic mood, because I have realized in the last week, there is more to live for than the basic layers of happiness first being surface happiness physical pleasure and blah and blah. The way most of us live. I don't want to be like that. Therefore, I am thanking Nick for well being Nick. You may not have realized it, but you are one of the people that matter a lot to me. You don't give up when I am being stubborn and say that yeah all I have is homework and I have no life. This weekend at the reatreat was awesome, and I will never forget the fun we had there. Wahoooooooooooooieeeeeeeeee I am a fantastic mood wanna know why
4 day weekend, yes there will be work, but after that and prior there is a time to be able to relax!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love all, and God does as well. Don't be done and out if you have no date for Valentines' day. Mine consists of English and German and Spanish studying. Emmanuel, God is with you.

Peace love and happiness to all
Kiki

It's been too long

Tue, 14 Feb 2006 22:05:13 GMT

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Tue, 03 Jan 2006 02:34:31 GMT

Hey everyone...HAPPY NEW YEAR and yeah I do not write at all. I am a boring person, but I think only 2 people actually read this so that is besides the point. So yes my life over break has consisted of work and more work and then a freaking awesome New Year's Eve party. (thanks Nick for inviting me hehehe:) Yes I did not get home till around 2: 30 in the morning but it's all good. (Also if I babble it's because I am sleep deprived. So don't mind the nonsense.) Well I have a poem that I wrote in math. Enjoy

Candid Memory

The hearts in their own private room
Stare in wonder of inner thoughts
Prying for the words unheard by the outside world

(Scurrying. Scattering. For the warmth of the inner workings of Memory.)

Overflowring harmony of skipping stones
Auburn colored tears of remorse connected to the voice of the harpist lingering on the coat tails of conscience.

Hope some of you find this interesting
God bless
Kiki:)

Monday, December 26, 2005

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 14:10:27 GMT

BOO PPLE'S LOL

Monday, December 26, 2005

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 02:43:21 GMT

Hey all of you, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! Today has been very busy. I was at work the majority of the day so I didn't get to open my presents till later on in the evening. I wish I could have opened them with my family but it's ok that it didn't happen. Now I am listening to my new Ipod Nano. It's an awesome litle device, and very amusing to play with. and it's scary I am typing to the beat of the music that I am listening to. I hope you all have had a very merry christmas this year, and new years is gonna rock. I can't wait till the new year's eve party
Well good night and Merry Christmas
Te Quieren!
Kiki:)

Monday, December 26, 2005

Mon, 26 Dec 2005 02:40:26 GMT