Yeah so this week had been a pretty shitty week. On top of everthing that has happend the worst thing is that my aunt hannah died yesterday at 5 oclock pm.  I was at my house painting my room so i can finally move in tomorrow, and i get home about 11 last evening and my grandma was upset and i asked her what was the matter, and she started crying and told me and all i could do was cry. Aunt hannah was like my grandmas mother. She is actually my great great auntie. But that doesnt matter we were still close. I wasnt able to see her at the last family reunion because she wasnt in good health and was too weak and that was last \august, so i havent seen her in 3 years. She wasnt able to come to my graduation last year becasue she was too weak as well. I have talked to her, but i just never got to see her. But i know she is in a better place now. On a better note, i had a job interview with vector marketing on thursday and i got the job. So i am now working 3 jobs, which the modeling i finally start up again next week. My agents grandmother died so wasnt able to do anything the past 2 weeks kinda sucked money wise. I have almost got the house done, im moving in tomorrow YAY! Finally. It seems like forever since i started working on it but so much had went on since i started that it has taken forever to get it done. So last saturday, i was a little bit tipsy, and well i guess i talked to one of my friends who is 26 years old, and according to him i was rude to him, which i dont recall doing so. Anyways so i have 3 really shitty voicemails on my phone where he is calling me worthless about 6 times, he called me and my friends trash about 6 times. He also said that he comes from a multi million dollar family so i am not worthy of him nor his family. and that since i dont have 200,000 dollars to my name im not anything to them. He then went on to say that i have no class and once again im pretty much worthless because i dont own my own house, at 19 might i add, and that i dont have a good job, which i work for the government on top of 2 other jobs, i make more money than he does so whatever, so that kinda put a damper on the whole weekend becasue i was so pissed off. Well then i was supposed to go to eldorado this weekend for a little get together at a friend from works house and she called me an hour before and said i was the only one that was gonna show up so dont bother going, so i didnt. And friday started off as an ok night i guess, my dad was going to have a party for their year anniversary and i got there and waiting and nobody ever showed up so my dad step mom and i went out to put more hay out in the horse barn and he rode the tractor and i walked, well the way back i wanted a ride so i hopped on and hit my ankle on something and it was all swolen bruised cut and there was a huge goose egg, well then i was dirtbiking all night jumping it off an incline all night i was doing good and what not then all of a sudden the wheel fell off and i crashed and burned, which i knew it would leave a mark but i wasnt too worried about it at the time, it didnt hurt when i did it i just laughed right, well then to top all that off i was in the basement lifting weights and i went to get off the bench and stepped on a board that had a  screw sticking out of it, the screw went half way through my foot and had to go to the emergency room to get it removed, had 2 stitches in it, which i took out an hour later because they were bugging me, so then i couldnt walk for 2 days, it was a big gigantic mess. I am hoping that next week will get better. I start the job at vector today which is 15 dollars p/h, so that is nice im just hoping it is a good job. Now i guess i am done writing a book. Its been so long though had to fill everybody in, well im off.
Tabitha

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i love my new color and cut, i feel like a whole new person, you cant really see it but it is red!!!!

this is my eion and riley!!!!

this is me and layla, she is getting so big!!!!

and this is my eion, saying "I GOT YOU BABE!!! damn i love that kid

OMG SO THE SCARIEST THING HAPPENED TO ME ON MY WAY HOME FROM MY DADS TONIGHT. I WAS DRIVING DOWN MEADOWLARK AND A DEER RAN IN FRONT OF ME I SLAMMED ON MY BREAKS AND LIKE AN IDIOT TURNED MY WHEEL, AND I ALMOST DID A FULL 360, I SWEAR I ALMOST SHIT MY PANTS. IT WAS THE SCARIEST FUCKING THING EVER, LAST TIME I HIT A DEER I BROKE MY NOSE. SO OTHER THAN THAT TODAY WAS INTERESTING. DIDNT DO A WHOLE LOT, GOT NOTHING ACCOMPLISHED. WENT AND WORKED ON THE HOUSE WITH LINLEE TODAY GOT A LITTLE MORE DONE THERE, THEN WENT AND SAW HER GRANDMA OMG I ALMOST CRIED I FEEL SO BAD FOR HER. BUT NOW IT IS BEDTIME SO IM OUT LIKE A TURD~A~HURDLES.

TABITHA

look at my little layla.....

 here is a pic at my neices 4th birthday party

theres my birthday girl, lilyona

and theres my jazzy, jazmynn

Hi, guys. My family is in desperate need of your help. My cousin Nikki as and 8 year old, Makaila, and 2 sets of twins, Brandon, Brailee, Emily and Evan. My cousin Brailee, who is 4 1/2 years old, has to undergo major heart surgery on may 17th. They have to crack her chest bone and everything.  When she was born she was born with a hole in her heart, i believe. They are such a big family, and we are all so terrified, Brailee is an adorable little girl. I know she is strong. But if you guys could all just pray for her. Her surgery will take place in Kansas city, on may 17th, all we can do is pray that everything will go good. If you guys could all help me out by doing so that would be great. Leave me some comments about what you think. THank you all, and please help me with the prayers.
Love you all
Tabitha

this is the whole family

this is brailee and her twin brandon

here she is at halloween

here she is at easter, one month before her open heart surgery.