| | So its been a while since my last post. Ive been using MySpace instead. But to catch everyone up, Cameron turned out to be a lying, cheating, worthless dickhead. Everything was going good for a few weeks. I loved him. He loved me. And we had a lot of fun together. Then he cheated on me. But he was a man about it and told me so I gave him another shot. Then he started avoiding me. I asked him what was wrong and he would just say he didn't know. He was just stressed out from work and moving to Versailles and whatever. So I knew something was up. Im not stupid. Since he wouldnt talk to me about it, I sent him a message on MySpace asking if he wanted to be with me at all. He sent one back saying Im sorry...You know I love you. I just cant be in a relationship right now...blah blah blah. At 2 o'clock the next morning I get a message from one of his friends asking me how mad I was that he was going back to his ex boyfriend. WHAT THE FUCK!!! So I called him and we got into an argument. It wouldnt have bothered me as much if he would have told me instead of getting my hopes up and leaving me thinking that we might get back together. I could have waited for him forever and be shattered when he got with someone else. He was mad at me cause I brought it up the morning he was supposed to go to work, but he fucking ripped my heart to shreads. He deserved it. Yet, being the floor mat that I am, I apologized and said I went about it the wrong way and whatnot. Well he never got back together with his ex. Probably cause he put him through the same shit he put me through. Instead he hooked up with some other guy and sent me a picture of the two of them after we got into another fight. But I already knew he was with another guy. It still hurts though. Its been 2 or 3 weeks since then and I still miss him even though he treated me like dirt. But at one point, we had something great. It was the greatest feeling I have ever had. I could have just looked at a picture of him and it would make me feel so good. Now it just hurts. I dont know what happened. I don't know where it went wrong. I try to convince myself that I'm over him, but I'm just lying to myself. Some days Im in an alright mood. Other days I'm just miserable.
If anyone wants to see my MySpace, the address is myspace.com/someone_you_dont_know_05.
If anyone wants to chew Camerons ass for being a dick and treating people like they are all worthless, his MySpace is myspace.com/lifgrd.
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| | Posted 6/29/2007 2:00 PM - 86 views - 3 comments
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