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Sunday, September 28, 2008

one year

so yesterday was me and dominick's one year anniversary.  to some of you, this may not be a huge deal, but to me, it definitely was.  i've never had a boyfriend for an entire year....much less one that is a billion miles away. 

even though i really missed him and it sucks to celebrate it without him, it was still a pretty good day.  claire and gabby took me out to dinner to celebrate.

i love my boyfriend so much..i really cant believe it's been an entire year. 

 

and in other good news, he comes home for 2 weeks in the beginning of january!!!!  hopefully it will be during my winter break so me and his mom can share him :) 

so that means:
3.2 months
13 weeks
96 DAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  YAY DOUBLE DIGITS!!!!!

...until i see him next.  cant wait :)


Sunday, August 24, 2008

so i went through rush last week. needless to say, it was absolute hell.  its really not fun at all to be judged every day on 30 minute time periods when you try to impress two or three people enough that they dont cut you. 

anyways, it worked out all right because i am now an AOII and i'm very happy with it.  i was a little disappointed at first because it wasnt my first choice, but i know it will all be okay. i had a great time with them this weekend and know there's more to come.  however, i will hold a grudge against KD for the rest of my life because i'm just good at hating stuff.

school starts on monday and i'm very excited.  not necessarily for "school", but for what comes along with school. i dont really know what i mean by that, but maybe you understand anyways. 

of course, i still miss dominick a lot. he's in a different part of the country now and cant call as often, and when he does call, its not for long.  i heard a girl say she misses her boyfriend because she hadnt seen him all week and had to stop myself from laughing out loud.  seriously, cry me a freaking river.  you have no idea what it is to miss your boyfriend.

and college life is awesome.  claire is here and we do nothing but hang out.  it feels like old times in slidell when we hung out everyday over the summer.  this year should be awesome besides the fact that dominick is gone.  well, thats about it. peace!


Sunday, August 10, 2008

its hardest when i'm lonely or when i have nothing to do.  i cant get out of my head. all i do is think. think about how miserable i am.

 

i used to be such a happy person. what happened to that? 

 

i miss him so much. i just wish i could call him...i hate being at the mercy of the army and whenever they allow him to call me.  its hell to sit around all day praying for a phone call and to not get one. 

 

i need to stop wanting; it only makes things worse.

 

fuck the army.


Thursday, August 07, 2008

cant wait to move back to lafayette...just one more week.  i hate this town.  im hoping that i'll be able to live in lafayette next summer.  but i guess we'll just have to see.

 

i got a letter from dominick today....i cant even describe how happy it made me.  i'm lucky because i get to talk to him on the phone every other day or so, but when i get a letter it means so much more.  he's only sent me a few but i have read all of them probably 10 times or more...but i have to limit myself or i get too sad.  same with pictures. i stay away from his facebook photos and my photo album thats practically filled with pictures of us before he left.

 

well, once i get to school hopefully time will go by faster. although i really doubt that. oh well. 


Monday, July 14, 2008

frick i miss my boyfriend.  this sucks.  but i know it will only make us stronger. 

and the good thing is that i dont have any doubts anymore. i KNOW that we will stay together and i KNOW that we have a future.  i have no idea what made me realize this...i guess i knew it all along but a small part of me was still scared.  im just not scared anymore. i even have my mom's support.  i know its stupid but she says little things like "well next summer you and dominick will be going on vacation together..." and stuff like that and it means SO MUCH to know that she really believes this is going to happen.

well, he's the one.  this year is going to be pretty hard without him.  but claire will be in lafayette and i know she'll be there for me when i need her.  i just have to keep reminding myself that i have to go one full semester, then i will hopefully see him during christmas break for his 2 week leave, and then just 4 more months until he can come home.  we've had enough practice being apart. 

9 more months... 

oh i love him :)



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