| | Number OneI'm feeling okay right now, but thought I would try out this journaling stuff anyways. I had work today, I work at a pool as a lifeguard. It was pretty good until one of the boys who I'm friends with started being an ass and not minding his own business. But oh well, que sera sera. Back to the reason why I started this weblog. The boy. I keep doing this thing, I don't even realize I'm doing it at first. I start thinking of ways that he and his girlfriend will break up, and then try to comfort myself with the fact that they will eventually break up. But this isn't good for me. A couple seconds after I have these thoughts I DO realize what I'm thinking and make myself stop. If I am going to get over him, it shouldn't matter to me whether he and his new girlfriend are together are not. I hope the beginning of the school year isn't influenced by him still. I don't want my Senior year to be affected by him. Maybe it won't, maybe I just can't let it affect me, and remember that life is short and should be lived to it's fullest, to accept what I've got.
Metaphor of the day
(haha, just kidding)
Breaking up is like a stoplight
It happens to everyone. You get stopped at a stoplight.
No matter what you do, it's not going to change to a green light because you want it to.
You're just going to have to wait it out.
Thinking about how much you want it to change to green will make it seem longer for you.
Being upset that you are at a stoplight does no good, it'll change eventually.
A stoplight here may mean that you won't have to wait at an even longer stoplight somewhere else, or may give you that extra few seconds to not be hit by that other car.
Everyone has to wait out there turn at the stoplight. A stoplight for you may mean a green light for others, it's how life works. Soon your light will be green while it will be red for others.
Icon of the day
Quote of the day
Be strong now
because things will get better.
It might be stormy now,
But it can't rain forever.
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| | Posted 7/13/2008 6:33 PM - 13 views - 0 comments
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