Such a long time for me not to update my xanga lu… Time flies, sem b exam is coming soon… marketing’s year2 life nearly ends In this year, I really learnt a lot and experienced a lot, whatever in academic or friendship… meanwhile, I sometimes hate the lifestyle here since the life is so busy that I cannot handle well even though having the improved time management… >< I am getting thinner and thinner… seems to be those living in Africa… my mum even scold me and advice me wholeheartedly… but it is out of my hands And the people here are… >< Sometimes even collapsed… with no appreciation, from you or others… But thanks to all who forgive me and consider me, I am trying my best to cope with the situation and to fight with the situation… honestly, I cannot hesitate anymore in this semester as my result is so bad in sem a… I need to strive to work for our future… I understand both of our family situations, especially yours. At the same time, I need to suppress my emotion in this stressful time What can I do? I ask myself thousands of time… but I remember that this is God’s meaning and arrangement… I still remember God, I really need to rely on you… what I can do is to pray and pray, with hope and love from you What I really think of and leant should be talked later… at least after my exam Again, really thanks to all of my friends, church brothers and sisters, my family, you, and God… thanks for your patience and care =] I go to study la… work hard for all of your dream, bless u |