hayden and kayden,

hello my two wonderful baby boys. how are you guys today? me and daddy are okay i guess. i am just have a lousy 19th birthday. i cant help thinking about you two. i miss you guys so much and i know there is nothing that i can do to make you guys come back to be here with me and daddy. we love you both very much and miss you both like crazy. its only two weeks away when all the pain is going to pour out of me and daddy. that will be your guys due dates but i know that we are not going to get to pick you two up from the hospital and take you home with us. i know that april 10th is going to kill me inside and also daddy too. just remember that every day that goes by, me and daddy think about you guys even more and we miss you both more and more each day. we will never stop loving either one of you.

love always,

mommy and daddy