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Name: Tony
Birthday: 5/14/1990
Gender: Male
Interests: Traveling Music Living Every day life Photography Guitar Drums Art Walking Singing Christ Friends Family Shows Breathing Observing Stars Road trips Drawing Biking Adventure Hiking Building Dams Animals Coffee Amp Xanga Scenery Nature Fall Winter Summer Writing Lyrics Piano Life in general and alot of other things.
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AIM:  Heytonykiddo
Member Since:
4/15/2007
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| Life,
its a weird thing, a good thing but a weird thing.
It has a lot of ups and downs.
Its interesting though.
Im not sure where im going with this.
I feel like i am just a piece in a game.
The game is life and the goal of the game is to make something of yourself.
I feel like this is something being pushed down my throat by a lot of people i come into contact with.
Its always the same,
go to College, become a man, make something of yourself, make a name, get a good job, make a lot of money.
and if thats the kind of game im in then i am but only a pawn and i wish to be nothing more.
What I do wish to do, is spread God's word. Thats all that life really is about and thats really all that matters.
As long as I am doing it some way I am content.
I really dont care if I end up living in an apartment the rest of my life.
Heaven is my reward.
Heaven is worth waiting for.
Yeah, Heaven is worth waiting for.
God Bless my friends
God Bless myself
Gob Bless Brian on his trip to Nashville
and God Bless this world and what is happening to it.
I am so thankful for what I have.
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| Today is January 14th, 2007.
I want to remember this day as the best day of my life.
All of my questions have been answered and everything is going to be ok.
I am not afraid of death.
Whenever its my time I will not be afraid.
God has showed me something beautiful today, something I have been praying about for a while
and today I got my answer.
Thank you so much.
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| I have been up until at least three am this whole week.
Ridiculous.
I am like a night owl.
Iv got to have some really awesome talks with some really awesome people.
Im confused in someways but things will work out.
The scales always level out, right?
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| We come into contact with so many people throughout the course of our lives.
Its ridiculous.
Just think about every person you have ever met or better yet every person you have ever seen out of the corner of your eye or heard talking or just doing something. Its just nuts.
Sometimes I look at cars going down the road or on the highway and I wonder how there can be so many people in this world and what they are all doing. Each of us are only one person, one person in so many, It really is hard to just take it all in.
Life is an on going lesson and there is always so much that can be learned.
We never really stop learning until the day we die. We learn things from every single direction of life, for example the way people act, certain characteristics, books, the television, self experience, word of mouth (though its not always ture, were still learning that people lie) sight, touch, smell, the list goes on and on forever. Its incredible.
The end of the school year is just a couple days away and I'm watching all of the seniors getting ready to graduate and it is a really awesome and depressing thing at the same time.
On one hand everyone is finally getting on with there lives and getting into the real world which is awesome and I am so happy for everyone but at the same time what this means is people will drift away from each other and old highschool friends wont be friends anymore and relationships will be lost and everything will just kind of be forgotten. I really hope thats not the case though.
I wish I could follow all of my friends and see what careers they're going to pursue and what direction their lives are going to take but I am going to be too busy worrying about where my own life is going which isn't necessarily a bad thing.
Regardless, I hope everyone has an amazing summer.
I know I will.
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| this has been the greatest weekend ever!!! on thursday, bryan and i were walking through the woods when we noticed something wedged into a hole in a tree. turns out it was a little bottle wrapped in electrical tape with a list of everyone who had found it inside. i thought it was one of the coolest things. bryan and i signed it and placed it back where we found it for someone else to find. i really hope someone else finds it. friday we had a show at the hangout and it was probably the best show i have played in my entrie life. things are finally coming together and i am seeing the path that God wants me to take. i am so thankful for all of this. i have been given the chance to do something so amazing and i am just so thankful. josh and i went for a walk today around tylers parents house in cambridge springs. it was such an awesome time. it is such a beautiful place. we ended up walking down a this dirt road for a mile and coming to a creek and just sitting there for like an hour. i could not have asked for a better time. we all decided to go out later on today and i ended up getting really sick. i got better though and we all went to a bonfire at brents house. such a good time. we ended up playing punk songs in the old vocal riot trailer. such a good time. i just got home and everyone has tucked themselves into bed and im here awake on my stinking xanga. i have been talking to krystal lately. im thankful that i have met her. she keeps me company even if she is all the way in pittsburgh. hopefully i will see her sometime soon. i would really like that. by the way stillframe sky just got a van and some nice new bass equiptment! ridiculous. | | |
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