Fall and winter, the season not only trees and plants turn yellow and die only to be reborn again when spring comes around, but also certain things in life seem to follow this same pattern.

It is a sad reality.  Why can't all things just remain green all year long.  What is the point of this seemingly meaningless cycle.

My friends are suffering!  People are suffering!  I am suffering cuz of it.  Well, not really, not anymore.

Let us all look forward to spring.  Something new and green and fresh and exciting and beautiful will be grown by then if mother nature operate at any respectable pattern.  

Are you really that naive to say you still want to be friends?  I dont think even you believe that this is possible. You must have other motives for wanting this.......perhaps, to say to urself and other ppl that you tried to make things better so that u can feel better about yourself?  If so, I look down on you even more.

What happened already happened.  Nothing you say now will change the past, or how I feel about you as a person .  Your actions always contradict your words, but they speak louder than your words.  The bottom line is that you are a liar and I can't trust anything you say.  I dont need a friend who tells lies more often than they tell the truth.  I dont need a friend who is so fake. 

In fact, I feel sorry for ppl who are friends with you.  If they only see you as I see you, the way you really are, how you would say anything and do anything to get what you want, they would be disgusted with you too.

Even if with the passage of time that I can bring myself to forgive you, I'll never forget

I just wish I had seen the real you sooner, much much sooner.

Life happens so fast around us.

One thought or one action can sometimes make a world of difference, turn ur life upside down, for better or worse.

There aren't really that many second chances in life to undo things.

If you ever are lucky enough to get one, better cherish the crap out of it.

Dissappointed at the media industry. They are sending out the wrong messages to young ppl with shows that glorify lies, cheats and love affairs.

I can't wait until the day when Med school is over.

Then I can support myself financially with a luxurious income and do whatever I want to do, whenever I want to do it.  By that time, I'll probably want to find a woman who loves me enough to have my babies and start a family with me and live happily ever after.............

But then again, I shouldn't really hope for the future to come any quicker than the pace it's already coming at me.  After all, the future WILL come, no matter what.  Instead, I, and you too, should really focus on enjoying today, the moment we live in.  Because every minute that passes is passed forever. 

Making changes starts today, not after college, not after ppl get a job, not after ppl move to a new city, nor is it after a new bf or gf or after any other excuse ppl come up with.  You always have a choice, always