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| this is the first time in a long time that i can say i like my life.  | Currently Watching
Made of Honor
By Patrick Dempsey, Michelle Monaghan, Kevin McKidd, Kadeem Hardison, Chris Messina
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| i haven't updated in a while....since school began. i don't have that much time these days...i'm busy busy busy! which is both good and bad. i've done surprisingly well at balancing my life. i take 15 hours and then i work 20, plus the commute to and from school (which is a total of 6 hours a week) add homework into that and jen has no life. i hang out with emily and zach a lot on the weekends, and i enjoy it. even though the red head (phil) (who by the way, that is over with) gave the lame excuse that 'we are both too busy for a relationship right now' (and then started dating another girl) is right. did you follow that? haha. when would i fit that sort of thing in? it's hard enough as it is to do my homework without distractions without adding a male into the mixture. so i guess it's good that things with the red head ended before school began. (although he had red hair and i do love that!) perhaps there will be another red head when i am not so busy, after graduating (hopefully in 2010). or i'll just find something casual for now. either way, i'm doing well. | | |
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today in my grammar class, we had peer reviews. the papers were about our previous negative and positive experiences concerning grammar. the girl's paper i was reviewing said her previous grammar experience has been heavy. Heavy??? Your grammar has taken on weight? i guess i shouldn't be surprised that 'heavy' is an accepted term these days. | | |
| Tomorrow is my first day of classes after being out for a year. I'm nervous. It feels like the first day of school all over again. Now I understand why people say it's hard to go back. On another note, I enjoyed a nice weekend with Emily, Zach and Phil. Who knew board games and alcohol were lots of fun? I guess you learn something new every day.  | Currently Watching
The Guru
By Jimi Mistry, Heather Graham, Marisa Tomei, Michael McKean, Dash Mihok
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| I have what I want, but not from who I want. Oh, the confusion. The offer is from the wrong person. I don't understand how guys think they can just walk back into your life, like it was nothing when they left. And another thing. Don't wait years to express your feelings. This is the second time. But, now it's too late. I'm being cryptic, I guess that's how my entries are. I'll be less cryptic now. John wants me back. He's offering exclusivity. A relationship. Something that Phil is not offering yet. Phil is obviously the better choice, but I still have feelings for John. But I do fear Phil is not going to want the same thing that I do. This has happened before with another. Past feelings, present situations. I don't like it. Say what you want when it happens! Don't wait. It's too late now, and although I yearn for what John offers, I will wait, possibily forever, for Phil. Two very different men. And my feelings for them are as different as they are to each other. John is a flame that starts the moment our eyes meet. Phil is a slow burn, with sharp bursts of heat. But which is better? | | |
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