thinking back, i really feel quite bad about requesting for so much
tuitions all through my primary/secondary school period. if you add the
total cost of it, i think it can put me through college and more. the
amount of tuitions i had was really incredible. i was soooo lazy to
listen in class, what more study on my own, that i depended so much on
tuitions. in fact, i think i can confidently say that i didn't learn
anything from school. i learn what i don't know in school and i'll
bring those questions back to my tuition teachers, that was how i got
by school. haha. ok, not that i absolutely didnt learn anything from
school (gotta give credit when due) but generally, the bulk of my
learning was from tutors. my poor parents, seriously. they paid for my
laziness, now i feel quite bad. i mean, its not like i couldn't study
on my own, look at me now, no tutors and i'm doing fine. its just that
i was pureeeeeely lazy and selfish-- refuse to listen in class, refuse
to study, just play play play. hahaha. but i got to say it was fun. heh
going
to school with absolutely nothing in my bag but my wallet and food,
hahaha. oh and paper cut outs too. hahaha.i would fold paper animals at
the back of class with chow(i miss misstay,reminds me of the whole blog
incident that she cried and etcetc, long story), snacking all through
school, devising new ways to mess around in class, running away from
the prefects and detentions, taking advantage of my swimming-excuse to
come to school late, lol. going home early, staying in the toilet for
most of physics period, hahaha poor mr lim.
dude.. school was just
a playground for me la. hahaha. but at least i still ended up in a
university at the end of it all so thank God, Seriously, i take no
credit for it at all.
ok,,,,,,,,i digressed from my original point.
i
feel bad for all the money my parents had to pay through their nose for
the countless tuition without even 'complaining', ever. seriously,
everytime i asked for tuition, i got it, whatever subject, and they
always got me the best. and although they occasionally asked me to
study hard, they never really nagged me about the multiple tuition i
requested for and they always let me be myself in and out of school. i
know other people's parents would scold the hell out of them if they
did what i did-- fail through school, barely passing overall, get a
phone call from the principal in the middle of the day requesting Both
parents to come down to school for a meeting for one of my mischiefs,
lol, with the principal, vice principal, head of discipline, and form
teacher. hahaha.yes, in the middle of the day! my dad had to take
leave, heh. while i got to skip more classes, hahaha
soooooooo this is me making a record that i will make it up to them
somehow. i will devote the rest of my life, once i'm capable, to make
sure they get a goooood retirement cos they are the best set of parents
anyone can everrrrrrr ask for
i wouldn't trade them for anything in the world, everrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! amen.
cause when i look at my life
how the pieces fall into place
it just wouldn't rhyme
without you
disclaimer: this didnt even start off to be anything sentimental manzzz
