Currently Listening Punk Junkies By G.B.H. see related

well i havnt writting in this in forever...... been on myspace.... which gets kinda boring and i need somewhere to write stuff down and kinda no one can see....

well what been up with me fucking alot. havin a pool party today at my grandmas house should be fun. going to see nathans new mohawk::smile:: saw a picture he looks so good in it and he looks 18ish what a little cutie... it was cool last night i talk to him for like 2 or more hours last night. we both kinda fall alsleep while we were talking to eachother. i love talking on the phone until i fall dead alsleep thats when you get the best sleep. well kelsey still likes me and shes been sending me alot of messages on myspace. can't she get it throw her head that i don't like her. fuck man i like a couple of people and i would like to go out with them. even mess around like have fun. i can't cuz she will get jealous and think im doing more then just kissing them. you know what fuck it. what gave her the right to go after Micheal just cuz she thought i had sex with him. man if i know she was gong to do that i just should of. haa haa haa... i have been feeling so werid about myself i dont know which way up down side to side.... im confused in who i like what i like what i do for fn. but ill find myself again. i think im just going throw alot of changes again. like how i view life. well i'm in boring ass computers right now. i think im going to leave after i take the test. hmmmm... yay i am i can miss the hours. well bye everybody