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| I know it was a long time ago, but till now i feel guilty. It was Feb.13, the day before Valintine's Day. I stopped by Daryl's, but he wasnt home. His parents told me to stay awhile. I ended up staying there for 5 freaken hours. I wanted to go home, but dint want to be rude. As the hours past i started to feel upset, bec why would he be gone this long? When he got home he was trying to hide somethings from me which ticked me more. When he handed me an envelop i tore it. He looked at me discouraged. We argued for so long and i said so much messed up things. I was so upset, i wanted to go home. When i opened the door i found gifts that fell from my 'uproar' behavior. It was suppose to be a suprise. 'It was such a last minute shopping thing', he says. I felt, of course..superrrrr bad. Bec the gifts were so cute! Also bec of the things i said to him.
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| it seems like xanga is dieing out.. and just when i was getting used to it. (sigh) well there's myspace.com right? see you guys there. | | |
| wow. alot of parties in December. i think `m going to get fatter than i already am. lol the thing about being a senior is that we have to spend a shit load of money. Oh, Senior class of 2006 Panoramic tomorrow. i hope i make it on time. but where to go afterwards...
edit... yea we went that day. oh n it rained so freakan hard.. on and on again. anyways, alot of mistakes & anger jus went everywhere. now that i think of it. me&daryl were both arguing about things ppl might think are silly. jelousy really does get the best of anyone. i too am included not only daryl. for one thing i couldnt control his anger, i wanted to burst into a 1000tears when he blew up-yelling at me while driving my car..the nerveof this guy auh? n then.. ai nako.. but then again we made up after the Panoramic & spent some time at his house. **cuddleycuddley** | | |
| if only it'd be easier to smile.
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yesterday i avoided the whole band & my cousin. it was his birthday. Slave Soul lost their singer. lol. there were booze, but i would'nt have known how it was like. I AVOIDED THE WHOLE DAMN PARTY. i just stayed with my family next door. See.. it was separated from the lil'kids. Teenagers *ahem (16) go to the left house & adults(29-up) with kids stayed next door. yea there were 2 houses. i wanted to avoid everything i said i would'nt do. n that night i had too many assumptions. stoopid me.
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the news are getting pretty interesting, ..so is life. dnt cha think? halloween, i CAN NOT WAIT! -free candy -halloween dances -theater shows ah so many things. today me & daryl spent most of our time at the dugeon, we i couldnt decide on what to be. or we both could'nt.. ha. oo i should've brought my camera, it was fun. i wanted to wear ..3 or 4 costumes on the day of halloween. i know there's next year but this is the only time i feel excited.. i dnt know why. these past few days me & daryl spent too much money that we are almost broke. +.+.:: zzZ cant wait till friday!
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