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Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Day Two Four Seven [247]::

How Do Guys See You?

"Too Good To Be True"

You're the girl that every guy wants, but thinks he can't have. You have such a confident way about you -- and it's a major turn-on to guys. But sometimes, because of your secure stature, guys have a hard time approaching you. They either think you're not interested or they're scared of being rejected by someone so amazing. There's nothing wrong with a flip of the hair or a wink of an eye every now and again, but make sure you're doing it in a way that assures them you want to be approached--because we know you do.

Aww...

xoxo. Traci<3

Monday, March 13, 2006

Day Two Thirty-Two:

I haven't written in forever. So much has happened lately. It's crazy! I'll start with yesterday and work backwards. Yesterday, I went to Shanan's 15th birthday. You know, she's halfway to 30. I'm halfway to 33. Brutal. We went to Crabby Joe's, and then drove up to Owen Sound and watched Date Movie. It was a pretty much good day.

So today is officially the first day of March break. Where has this year gone? It feels like New Year's was yesterday.

The snow appears to be melting. I hate snow. Well, it's alright. For the first week... But after four months, you sort of get sick of it. Everything is muddy right now. It's parallel with my life, in a way. It's so unclear. With everyone. I've been learning a lot about people. Some people are very untrustworthy. Someone told me something about my best friend. It completely makes sense... Don't get me wrong, I'm not doubting her. I wish I could confront her about it, but it's not overly important anyways. I feel so distant from everyone. It's like I'm drowning, and every time I try to grasp for the surface, I get pulled down farther. I would never want to drown. I'm terrified of water. I think it comes from many bad experiences. It goes way back to swimming lessons, where they tried to get me to jump off the high diving board, but I'm too afraid of heights. So then I became scared of water too. And then I went to the beach one year, probably in grade seven. I met one of my friends there, and she wanted to go out to the third sandbar. I went with her for some stupid reason, but I went on a tube. It was all going great until her brother decided to push me off of it... Wow. I'm really off topic. I'll finish this in a minute.

catch you on the runway.

traceeee<3

Sunday, February 19, 2006

Currently Listening
A Hangover You Don't Deserve
By Bowling for Soup
Ridiculous
see related

I'm. So. Bored.

1. What is your occupation? The "Giant yellow M." [quote from Am]
2. What color is your underwear? What underwear? Lol. Pink.
3. What are you listening to right now? Ridiculous by Bowling for Soup.
4. What was the last thing you ate? I don't remember.
5. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? Uh, red. It's a classic.
6. How is the weather right now? Too dark to tell.
7. Last person you spoke to on the phone? My mother.. At like 10 o'clock in the morning... Grrrrrreat...
8. Do you like the person who sent this to you? Don't really know her. She went out with my ex. Wait, who hasn't?
9. How old are you today? Sixteen. What a sweet age. I'm so old...
10. Favorite drink? Any BEvERage, really.
11. Favorite sport to watch? I'm a player, not a bystander.
12. Have you ever dyed your hair? Yeah, too many times to remember. I wanted to go back to brown, but this orange mess works.
13. Do you wear contacts or glasses? Depending on the day, I'll wear my contacts. The fans at work dry them out so I tend to wear them when I don't work. I have purple glasses. Yay.
14. Pets? Jake Jake. Or JJ. My gray cat. She's pretty lazy.
15. Favorite month? November.
16. Favorite food? I'm not much of a food person. I'm really picky. I don't like a lot of things.
17. What was the last movie you watched? I don't really watch movies either. I'm pretty boring. I watched The Perfect Man a while ago. And the Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants. Sleepover party [yay]
18. Favorite day of the year? February 13th.
19. What do you do to vent anger? Turn up my music real loud and sing along. Usually in the shower. I'll cry when I get really angry.
20. Fall or Spring? Spring. Fall is depressing.
21. Hugs or kisses? I don't like hugs. I'm not much of a touchy person unless I get really emotional.
22. Cherry or blueberry? Blueberries. Cherries have those huge seeds in the middle, and I always choke on them.
23. Do you want your friends to e-mail you back? Don't matter.
24. Who is most likely to respond? Nobody.
25. Who is least likely to respond? Everybody.
26. Who do you live with? Mom, Garett, and Lisa. Well, it depends on the day. There can be up to six.
27. When was the last time you cried? Last night.
28. What is on the floor of your closet? Shoes, belts, clean clothes that I'm just too lazy to hang up.
29. Who is the friend you have had the longest? Uh, Bailey.
30. Favorite smell? The perfume I got for Christmas..

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Quiz about stereotypes.. or something. Yay, you can label me!

-Redneck--

[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[ ] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[½, not often]Do you ride four-wheelers?
[ ] Do you like to get dirty?
[ ] Do you like country music?
[x] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[x] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[x] Do you live on more then 2 acres?
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?

TOTAL=3½ out of 9...39%

--Goth--

[x] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[ ] Is most of your clothing dark?
[ ] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[ ] Are you a social outcast
[ ] Are you pale?
[ ] Do you like Hot Topic?
[ ] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies?
[½, who isn't?] Are you mean?

TOTAL=1½ out of 9...17%

-Punk--

[x, who can't?]Can you skateboard
[x] Do you wear Vans?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[½...] Have you gotten in trouble with the cops?
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[x] Do you have any piercings?
[ ] Do you like mohawks?
[x] Do you wear Band t-shirts
[ ] Have you called someone a poser recently?

TOTAL=5½ out of 9...61%

--Prep--

[x] Do you say the word "like"?
[ ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/Aero?
[ ] Do you pop the collar?
[ ] Do the people in Hot topic scare you?
[ ] Is the only nerd u like Seth Cohen?
[ ] Do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[ ] Do you like pop music?
[x] Do you want/have a little dog?

TOTAL= 2 out of 8... 25%

--Hippie--

[x] Is your hair long?
[ ] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[½, animals scare me] Do you want to save the animals?
[x] Do you think war is unneccesary?
[ ] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[ ] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?

TOTAL=2½ out of 7...36%

--Gangsta--

[ ] Do you act ghetto?
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[ ] Do you like hip-hop?
[ ] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[ ] Do you believe he's alive?
[ ] Do you like afros?
[ ] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?
[ ] Do you like to dance?
[ ] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?

TOTAL=0 out of 9... 0%

--Emo--

[x] Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodies?
[x] Do you like soft music?
[x] Do people not understand you?
[x] Do you write your own poems?
[x] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark?
[x] Do you cut your hair?
[½, sometimes] Are you lonely?
[ ] Is "Ohio for lovers"

TOTAL= 7½ out of 9... 83%

--Surfer--

[ ] Do you surf?
[½, not in the snow] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[ ] Is your hair shaggy?
[ ] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[x] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[x] Do you get tan?
[x] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[ ] Do you hate tourists?

TOTAL=3½ out of 8... 44%

--Geek--

[x] Do you wear glasses?
[x] Do you get good grades?
[x] Do you use an inhaler?
[½, i put my calculator in my purse... because my shirts don't have pockets] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[x] Are you on the computer often?
[x, at work] Do you ever get picked on?
[ ] Do you look forward to goin to school?
[ ] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[½ sometimes] Do you play video games?

TOTAL=6 out of 10... 60%

5. Redneck::: 39%
8. Goth::::::: 17%
2. Punk::::::: 61%
7. Prep::::::: 25%
6. Hippie::::: 31%
9. Gangsta::: 00%
1. Emo::::::: 83%
4. Surfer::::: 44%
3. Geek:::::: 60%

Well, that was fun...

Friday, February 03, 2006

Day One Ninety·Four [194-]

People are so predictable. Everyone else has broken their new year's resolutions and it's not even Valentine's day. And speaking of that, I'm feeling sick all over. I hate hearts and flowers and teddy bears andchocolate and stupid Valentine's day. If you have someone to buy you all of those yucky Valentine's things, it's not so bad. But no. I hate Valentine's day. I think I've only ever had a boyfriend on Valentine's day once. And the jerk never even bought me anything. What a typical guy. I hate Valentine's day. I'll probably end up working and seeing all of those pathetic guys who forgot to make reservations end up at the Big M. Yeah. I hate pathetic guys. They're worse than nice ones with no money or style. So this year, I'm totally boycotting February 14th. It's not special. No, not special at all. It has no name, and nobody will be happy. Muahaha. I'm like the February 14th Grinch. Go Tracee, go.

So exams are finally over. Yippee! I can hardly wait until next semester. Nick, here I come! YAY! We share homeroom again! I'm super excited. You are so my partner for the whole year. I'll make a contract for you to sign. Haha. I wonder who else is in that class. The only other person I can remember is Kate. So next semester, I have French, Math, um some kind of media or soemthing, and some kind of businessy thing. J'adore francais. Youppi! Ahahah. The Ououron. Definately can't spell that anymore... The funny word for turn signal. That I can't spell either. Hmm... Ah well. I can't think of any other funny words right now. I have all next semester to think of them. And use them totally out of context.

You [yes, you the reader] are beautiful.

This is a happy house today. It's like the whole world is smiling at me. Everything is so beautiful. Everything is so perfect. Even every little imperfection. It's like I'm in love with life. It's a beautiful feeling. Nothing can bring me down from this high. Although we all know something will. I want to stay in this moment forever. I'm listening to The Click Five. I haven't listened to them in forever. I usually listen to country. But it's a welcome change. I want spring to come. Everything is so beautiful. I love the smell of lavender coming through my window. It's one of the best feelings in the entire world. No matter where I live, or how old I am, I want a lavender tree outside my window. I want to go to France. It's so beautiful in France. Let's get out of this town. I want to go. Oh pretty please. . .

Letracee.