HAPPY VALENTINES DAY!!!

so 2day was valentines day! and it was pretty good, i guess. i didn't rly get much from anyone. chantal gave me sum dark chocolate, venssea and rachel gave me those old valentine card things that say things like "BE MINE" or "I LOVE YOU" or at least sumthing close to that effect! i got to hang out w/ nick after school which was rly nice but he is so evil in so many ways!! grrr! but i guess ill have to get over it! i think im in LOVE w/ him!! rly!! so things have been rly weird lately. i made a new friend and that person would be Chantal. she is nicks ex but shes real nice! i guess i just understand where she is coming from in all her problems. she has sum rly great, beautiful poetry!! she has a whole book full of poems she wrote herself!! she needs to get it published!! anyway, nick and i have been getting closer and its rly nice!! in fact, i no that i am in LOVE w/ him!! school has been going okay but not the best! track starts in about a month so i have to b ready for that! im so excited!! YAY!! for shot put and discus! well i think im gonna go cuz i need sum sleep!

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so everything is goin good, i guess. i got my report card and i guess im doing okay. i probably could do lots better but i rly don't like school! my schedule has been change around. my 3rd hr is now my 4th hr. i hate it cuz i have another class w/ david and i rly don't want it. erin is freaking out about it. she thinks im gonna fall in love w/ the kid. i no for a fact that i won't cuz i would never do that to her. and plus i rly don't like him, i like nick! i don't even no anyone in that class. so anyway, ever since that whole thing w/ sabrina and nick, pretty much all my friends hate him. i dunno what to do cuz i rly like him but i don't want to leave my friends for him, but then i also don't want to give up on him cuz they hate him. so i guess i have sum shit to think through right now. yea and ever since then nick has been treating me real good. but i dunno. anyway, my friends r doing good! erica and i went to the dance on friday and that was no fun at all. erin, venssea, michelle, erika and a couple of other ppl were there that we hung out w/. i wish ej was there cuz then i no that we would have had lots of fun! i also kinda wish nick was there but of course he probably wouldn't have went cuz i don't think he likes to dance at all. ej and i have been talkin all weekend. he is so funny! i luv that kid to death! i dunno what i would do w/o him!!! anyway, i guess im gonna go cuz i have other things i need to get done!

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so today was a rly GREAT day!! i have no idea what happened but i was so hyper! i couldn't control myself. brian might think that im pyscho now, which i don't want him too cuz im rly not like that. usually im the quite one who keeps to herself. it was so CRAZY!!! but i dunno what to do cuz i rly like nick by a lot now! hes still dating chantal. i stayed after school to work out and i ended up talkin to nick for like 30 min or less. it was so weird at first cuz brian told me that nick wanted to say bye to me but then when i got out there nick said he didn't want to say bye cuz he didn't want to piss off brian and darc off. i said he was the one who needed to choose whether he wanted to talk to me or not and he said he still wanted to talk to me. i thought it was so cute tho cuz i was saying that i didn't have to talk to him anymore cuz of his friends but then he told that he loved hangin out w/ me and that he didn't care. i just dunno what to do anymore. omg!! erin cracks me up sp badly!! she is now in love w/ scotty but she doesn't want david to no about it. david would flip if he ever found out about that. she thought i was going to tell him but y the hell would i?! i barely even talk him but i guess i have to now cuz we have to do a project together. he only did it to piss erin off! what a dick!! ericas tattoo looks rly good and now it makes me want to get one but i can't til im 18, which erica and i are going to get one when we both turn 18. its going to be SWEET!! she said it hurt so bad, kinda like cats nails digging into ur skin. thats got to suck! but anyway, i guess im gonna go and find sumthin to do cuz im bored w/ this.

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so life is GREAT!!! thats all im going to say!

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