just for me

jesus christ

i'm counting on

this next year. my senior year, i'm counting on it. to be good.

because i don't know if i can really take much more of this feeling completely left out thing.

it seems like i've missed so much.

it's because i have.

i don't mean to be passe

but i find coldplay's newest... single, maybe? is it a single? anyone know?

anyway, coldplay's newest widely recognized song, "viva la vida", to be really refreshing. very intelligently written.

i'm trying to save up my money for a rebel xti. it's like every time i have enough money to buy it, i have to spend it on something else.

i'm kind of sick of people who set out to wax poetic. i believe in living life and documenting the most trivial aspects of it--obviously, since i post about 50,000 myspace bulletins a day about things like "my toes hurt" and lyrics to death cab songs--and then having beauty arise from that. i think not enough people realize the inherent beauty in trivialities.

anyway.

degrassi marathon --> i'm there.

ce jeu

is one i shouldn't be playing again.

i think i'm making a mistake. like the last time and the time before.

but i may be ready this time. to make this work.