something about you..
it's just the way you move,
the way you move me.
i'm so good at forgetting,
and i quit every game i play.
but forgive me, love
i can't turn and walk away.

Vindicated, I am selfish
I am wrong, I am right
I swear I'm right.
Swear I knew it all along.
And I am flawed,
But I'm am cleaning up so well.
I am seeing in me now the things
You swore you saw yourself.

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right.

Because unlike you I meant everything I said.
Unlike you I've always been honest.
Unlike you, I actually cared.

&& I've got my headphones blaring so
loud that it hurts. But I'm beyond caring.
Because if this is what it takes to get over
you, then I'm all for it. All I'm doing is
trying to forget you.

"I love how you quietly lie to yourself
as your whole world is falling apart."

If I had my life to live over again,
next time I'd give you more kisses
& hold you closer. I'd memorize
everything you ever said to me &
carry it in my heart like a poem.
If I had my life to live over again,
next time I'd find you sooner so I
could love you longer & better & truer.

I don't want things to be like this anymore,
I want to talk to you, and I want to be with you.
But it seems like every time we're close,
something happens and we're right back to fighting.
And the truth is, I hate not talking to you

i can yell at you, be mad at you,
say stupid things & take them back,
even pretend i hate you.. but nobody in the whole
world cares about you more than me.

I just want to stay stuck in these days forever
Every day with you gets better and better
Your smile, your laugh...they're contagious
I'm happier than I've ever been.
^  i wish that were true ]:

and he's the first kid that has ever
made me this confused about anything.

i've never been this way before,
every feeling i get when i see you again
is completely indescribable

we're too cool for love&romance, baby.
we don't need to spend a night under the stars.
who needs a candlelit dinner,
when you've got a backseat?
that's us, beautiful.
we're the epitome of backseat lust.

sit by the window & watch the snow fall
& the wind blow. watch the street lights
shine & i hope you wish you were here
with me.

kkay that's enough. i don't even get comments.
adios chicas.

wasting our time;
down on my knees.
but not to pray

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Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion,
Of self conclusion in one simplified motion.

EDiT;;

quoooooooootes.

I know it’s true to say my smiles been weak.
I wonder if you know by now I’ve fallen deep.
I can hear you calling to me in the morning.
How can I be falling in love with you?

I dreamed I was dying; as I so often do
And when I awoke I was sure it was true
I ran to the window; threw my head to the sky
And said whoever is up there, please don't let me die
But I can't live forever, I can't always breath
One day I'll be sand on a beach by a sea

for now we are young.
Let us stay in the sun
& count every beautiful thing we can see.
I'd love to be in the arms of all I'm keeping here with me.

& as the summer's ending the cool air rushes your hard heart away.
You were so condensending.
& this is all thats left
scraping paper to document.
I've packed a change of clothes & it's time to move on.

It's been so lonely without you here.
Like a bird without a song.
Nothing can stop these lonely tears from falling
Tell me baby, where did I go wrong?
I could put my arms around every boy I see
But they'd only remind me of you.

What's the hook, the twist within this verbose mystery?
I would gladly bet my life upon it
that the ghost you love, your ray of light will fizzle out
without hope we're the empty souls just floating though wrapped in the skin
ever searching for what we were promised
reaching for that golden ring we'd never let go...
But who would ever let us put their filthy hands upon it?

It's gettting so very dark outside.
Please don't leave me alone tonight.

Remove those "I want you to like me" stickers from your forehead
& instead place them where they will truly do the best good....
on your mirror.

There's a feeling I get when I look to the west,
& my spirit is crying for leaving.
In my thoughts I have seen rings of smoke through the trees
& the voices of those who stand looking.
Ooh, it makes me wonder,
Ooh, it really makes me wonder.

Surprise, surprise,
Couldn't find it in your eyes,
But I'm sure it's written all over my face.
Surprise, surprise,
Never something I could hide
When I see we made it through another day.

& he whispers, "Why are you so cute?"
as my jeans come undone.

Ten bucks says you'll be crawling into bed with me,
putting your hands where they don't belong.
& ten bucks says you'll be putting your lips where
they don't belong either,
but ten bucks says I won't say no.

I'll ask you, what in the world should we do?
this light is green, our break is through.
Are we not trying or are we trying too hard?
Well, you know I never want to miss.
I hold on tight & reminisce. But it's bittersweet to me.

Let the world stop turning. Let the sun stop burning.
let them tell me love's not worth going though.
It it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart
the only dream that matters has come true.
In this life I was loved by you.

You make it dry when it's raining outside.
You warm my blood when the temperature dies.
You're my crutch when it's all too hard to bear.
See, without you here
I could not be anywhere.

Your kisses & goodbyes are leaving my lips numb.
I'm jealous of the headlights cause they're all that clings to you.
I pray that our shoes melt into the pavement;
We'll step back slowly & I'll take the long way home.

I like that you ramble when you're nervous.
I like that I know that you do.
I like that I still make you nervous.

Hate is easy. Love takes courage.



All she ever wanted was to be happy.

photography free's the soul; if you ask me       [:     woot

i love coca--colaaaaaa

maybe she just feels like
she's never good enough.
not a good enough friend,
not a good enough girl, not
a good enough sister, daughter,
student, athlete.and maybe
she's just sick of trying.
maybe she's sick of crying.

fight fight fight
all you wanna do is hurt me
you wrecked my life
so i'm gonna have to drive all night

don't run away
stop feeling fine
it's better than your worst, your worst day
no words to say, i'll give you mine
and pocket all the hurt, and just stay
don't run away

this could be the last time
it's a chance to fix mistakes
one more for the last time
don't you throw our dreams away
don't waste this chance with your smile
10 seconds left on this dial
this could be the last time

what makes the one to shake you down?
each touch belongs to each new sound
say now you want to shake me too
move down to me, slip into you

i've been here before
and i don't care where i'm going
so i'll stay...
when you walk don't leave a note
just put your hands on the back door

and every time she held you close
yeah, were you thinking of me
when i needed you the most
well i hope that you're happy

there are certain people
you just keep coming back to
she is right in front of you
you begin to wonder
could you find a better one
compared to her
now she's in question

you started to compare
to someone not there
looking for the right one
you line up the world to find
where no questions cross your mind
but she won't keep on waiting
for you without a doubt
much longer for you to sort it out

maybe it's all you're running from
perfection will not come
maybe you want her
maybe you need her
maybe you had her
maybe you lost her to another

honestly i thought
that we could make it all the way
barefoot on beaches
dancing against the grain
but stone by stone
the castle crumbled to the ground
i stood and stared as you started fall
into the waves

what do you say?
would you marry me today?
the moon would gush all inside out
and my nightmares would go away
what do you say?
would you devote yourself today?
like riding out a sinking ship
as it lowers into the bay
please stay

i'm cutting ties with all the jealous zombies
i need to feel your warm body on me
when the sun goes down and the shadows grow
just trust in us and forever know
please keep holding on to me

the first time that i saw your eyes
boy you looked right through me
played it cool, but i knew you knew
that cupid hit me
you got me trippin,
stumbling, flippin, fumbling
clumsy cause i'm falling in love
so in love with you

i found a letter that said
"i'm sorry that you were asleep
when i wrote these words down,"
you'd think i'd ought to
be used to that by now
but save for a few of those late night episodes
missed opportunities, and "i don't cares,"
there's not a lot that i feel
obliged to share or talk about

some days i start off draggin' my feet
some days i want to fly
some days it all makes sense to me
some days i just don't want to know why

we're set for a crash course
and now we're on the verge
call all your reserves
don't let the world be wasted this way
and i know, you'll be missing me
missing me everyday

the best part of "believe" is the "lie"
i hope you sing along and steal a line
i need to keep you like this in my mind
so give in or just give up

love never wanted me
but i took it anyway
put your ear to the speaker
and choose love or sympathy
but never both

this could be my chance to break out
this could be my chance to say goodbye
at last it's finally over
couldn't take this town much longer
being half dead
wasn't what i planned to be
now i'm ready to be free

and won't you think i'm pretty
when i'm standing top the bright lit city
and i'll take your hand and pick you up
and keep you there so you can see
as long as you're alive and care
i promise i will take you there
and we'll drink and dance the night away

i can't keep it all together
and there's a memory of a window
looking through, i see you
searching for something
that i could never give you
and there's someone
who understands you,
more than i do 
a sadness i can't erase
all alone on your face

i'm gone to find someone
to live for in this world
there's no light
at the end of the tunnel tonight
just a bridge that i gotta burn
you were wrong if you think
you could walk right through my door
that is just so you
coming back when i finally moved on
i'm already gone

hey will you stay awhile
my smile will not mislead you
cause i've been alone
my faith turned to stone
still there's something
in you i believe in

why do you, why do you
why do you always find me
in the places when i'm coming down
and how do you do it
when i'm overwhelmed by a violet sky
and we fly in a decayed orbit
66 thousand miles
an hour goes by when we kissed
and only now do i feel your mouth
like an ache you never knew
and it was right in front of you

i'm sitting under falling stars.
do you miss me where you are?
i'm making plans to be with you.
but have they come unglued?
what am i do to without you?

the nights are getting warm again
they've let you go, i let you in
everything you're saying
sounds right tonight

your kisses and goodbyes
are leaving my lips numb
i'm jealous of headlights
cause they're all that clings to you
i pray that our shoes melt in the pavement
we'll step back slowly
and i'll take the long way home

echo fading, we can't let go
she goes walking by in slow mo'
sell your heart out for a buck
go on, fade out, before i get stuck
talking to somebody like you
do you live the days you go through

you know i'm not one for complaining
but i love the way you roll excuses
off the tip of your tongue as I slowly
quietly fall apart (it's falling apart)

you took it back
you rip my heart out of me
then you put it back
i'm pulling my hair
i let you just a million times
i love you even though it isn't fair
around we go, around again... circles
play this game over again

cause were counting
the seconds and minutes weve spent here
cant seem to just throw you away
when it's all said and done dear
and were packing our things
will the memories keep me thinking?

swear to miss you

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