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Friday, October 01, 2004

Fri, 01 Oct 2004 21:02:59 GMT

Did much better in this storm than Frances...only lost power for 2 days! The beach did not fair so well. Tree stumps, whole trees, all the trash in the ocean, and some pieces of washed away houses litter the beach. I saw a lot more washed out turtle nests this storm. The storm rearranged the beach quite a bit. I've noticed that 2 streets up we have a new sandbar, what little swell was left allowed me to glimpse in to the future at a new break. Now we need a swell that I can surf. (updated my profile pic) Hope to post some writing soon.

Friday, September 24, 2004

Fri, 24 Sep 2004 19:09:33 GMT

Ummmmmmmm...This s#!t is getting old. Another hurricane is coming to central florida, and this time Cape Canaveral isn't supposed to be as lucky as it was for Frances. I'm staying this time, so any extra luck out there, send it this way!

Monday, September 20, 2004

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 18:18:56 GMT

Had fun in N.C. I got to see my uncles, go the driving range, and feel the confinement of being landlocked....I'm definately "coastal" in personality. Life really is a beach...cycles are present in all that surrounds us, and never more so than at the coast; tides,sand,and fish are some of the obvious ones...and of course, our hurricanes. Florida really got a big "Fuck You" from Nature this year...wonder whats next for us in the cycle?...Hopefully not another 2 week stint without electricity. Damage was minimal in canaveral, some lost shingles and a few lost roofs, and a bunch of trees got f-ed up....the wierdest happenings were all the half-buried dead sea birds at the beach and the steeple blowing off a church, landing in the roof of the church with the cross pointing at the alter.....hmmmmmm

Wednesday, September 01, 2004

Wed, 01 Sep 2004 21:27:49 GMT

So the entire state is freaking out about "Frances"....and I have to say my anxiety level is pretty high. I've been through; 4 catagory 1s, 3 cat 2s, one cat 3 , and one super typhoon(in Taiwan)....the last 2 on the list were enough to warrant caution concerning this storm. The hours of loud roaring winds seem like days, and the unearthly sounds that occur amid all the roaring are just a couple of reasons for my bailing out of this state.....traveling to Raliegh N.C.

hope to have an uninteresting blog next time you hear from me, Peace!

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 21:21:45 GMT

Wow has it been a while since I posted....Life is much different for me, mostly because I've stopped taking Paxil. I feel like my neurotic old self, well minus the depression. I've always been a bit meloncholy, and for a period of my life it grew out of control so I sought help, but I've delt with a lot of issues and want to enjoy being me again. I don't want to "treat" my sensitivity or mute my emotions. My artistic BLOCK happens to parallel my period of medication, and my life was always about art and expression, so here I am...at large, free from constraints and full with hopeful desire...life really is good.

Friday, June 11, 2004

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 23:08:40 GMT

godspeed President Reagan.....

Friday, May 21, 2004

Fri, 21 May 2004 22:40:00 GMT

I don't want to dream about you

I have yet to have a dream come true

I don't want a glimpse of hope

A ship of fools surely won't float

I want you here next to me

A hand to hold and feel not only see

I want to hear you say you need my love

And not wake with dreams undone

Sunday, May 16, 2004

Sun, 16 May 2004 02:02:38 GMT

being unemployed sucks ass!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, May 10, 2004

Mon, 10 May 2004 03:57:47 GMT

what a great mothers day....I got fired.......stupid manager overheard me say I'm sick of this shit while I was weeded. She jumps all in my face and says "what did you say? Did you say that you're sick of this shit? Well then leave." I said "really?" She said "leave, go home" So I gave my money to another manager and I left. SO this woman calls me to come pick up my tips and I get there so she can tell me I'm fired......great.......a job is a job, but the manager who I gave my money to saw the whole fiasco and told me to talk to the GM in the morning.....not sure I want to work with such unprofessional managment.

Thursday, April 15, 2004

Thu, 15 Apr 2004 05:19:30 GMT

Tried to jab an oyster knife through my hand at work. Luckly my thumb bone stopped it. It was kinda cool how the blood just filled the large surgical glove. It was right in the meaty part of my hand, so I'm sure I'll be sore for a bit. Had today off so I did some laundry, watched Kill Bill again, smoked too much nug, and now I sit here doing my best insomniac impersonation. I need to keep my mind occupied or I get bored and chief up.Maybe I'll get started on that book I keep telling myself to write someday.....right after another swat.