生きるべきか、死ぬべきか

Spending 6 hours at Shinjuku.......

Life at Japan......A meaningless and wasteful day at Shinkjuku......

so cute

so so cute

so so so so so so so so so CUTE!

But they all cost over HK$70...therefore I didn't buy......photo taking is enough for me, this time....haha

Honey's Birthday 01-11-07

IT's a day worth to be celebrated, not only because it's your birthday........it's becoz I can be here with you on this day, making it become such a special day :) Happy 27th Birthday.....i know you will remain young at heart though...... as always.....

My cute honey

Indonesian food, by me....

Seems to be the ugliest cake

Love you always and forever, honey......

Life in Japan........

Long long long time not using my beloved xanga......I just thought it has been turned down coz I haven't used it for such a long long time.....

Time flies soooooo fast that to me, my birthday seems just passed ....but hey, wake up candace choi....it's already the end of October..... And by that it means the day of my death is approaching, at a thundering speed, gosh!  I am going to sit for the Lv 1 Jap Test witihn one month! I just cannot believe it that i have come to Japan for more than a year ( one and a half year, technically speaking)........

What I got after this 1 and half yr in Jp:

• Japanese Friends: 3 ( my Jap teachers at school)
• Mandarin speaking Friends: Many

PS. but my best friends are still HK ppl......

Language Abiliy: 

•                                 Japanese: Grammar- Lv3 , pretending to be Lv 1

                                           Oral- Lv 3 , but can manage to express anything during any Shopping Process

                                           Kanji - Maintaing the same level as before, but manage to pronounce my

                                                       own chinese name in japanese

•                                   Mandarin :  Lv 1 , if there is any system of  judging.

                                            Oral: Managed to acquired the level of native speaker,Taiwanese Accent (Bigest Achievement)

Non measurable gain:

• A Non Chinese Bf ( personally think this is quite cool, but no offense)
• got to know a lot lot lot of indonesia.......but still haven't changed my attitude....what a dangerous and corrupted place is it!
• THE ABILITY TO RIDE ON A BICYCLE!
• 2 closets full of 80%new clothes......sorry, mum.....
• Special Part time experience, e.g. making bread and cocktails
• Got to familiarize with all the JR lines, and managed not to ride on the wrong train, not even once
• The chance of wearing kimono while playing with fireworks at the front of the dormitory( Lucky me, no accidents)

Although I may not be able to pass the test, but I really haven't had any regret of coming here......

Thx for everything, every single thing that i have gone through till now.....for what i have become now......and i am striving hard to become better ........

Happy Happy Birthday to Me .......the really -getting -old -me...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.........


為什麼奶昔不甜　為什麼風景不美　
因為你　在身邊　世界只剩下　 一個焦點
一開始你就特別　從眼神就很體貼　
我們都　不穿鞋　光著腳穿越　耳語流言

#在這之前我到底是誰　你出現　
我眼前　一瞬間　一切都改變#

*Happy birth day　你就在我身邊
和你吃苦一生　勝過天堂一天

Happy birth day　告別憂傷昨天
自從遇見了你　才是我Happy birth day*

風箏和風在纏綿　詩人和詩在兜圈　
你坐在　我旁邊　這一種快樂　無法描寫

世界我環遊一圈　看很多空中小姐　
都沒有　比妳美　第一名模也　只能閃邊

Repeat # *

為什麼快樂也會流下眼淚
灌溉了我的荒野　開滿了玫瑰
我不累　我不睡　我不休息　 我不闔眼　
我不想浪費　每一秒　在這　有你的世界

I still remember ......this is the song i put up on my xanga one year ago......exactly 1  yr ago.....

This 1 yr seems to be such a long yr for me......

I started my new life in Japan, I met new friends, I started to work part time in Japan, I became a student again, I attended career fairs in Japan,  I said goodbye to him and I started holding your hand......I experienced so so so many new things and enjoyed so many "first times" throughout this yr.....

I turned 23 yrs old just now......I am getting old, really , old enough to handle my own things, to decide anything, and everything. No one will ever say no to what I wanna do or am doing, coz this is my own choice and if it fail, there will be no one to blame.

I am not ready for all these, frankly speaking I'd rather go back to the past, when everything was being decided and done.... and I just need to take my seat and follow the path.....Gosh , I miss all those happy and care-free days.....

An yr ago I had never thought of commitment or promise......which , to me, have always been so fake and far far away ........But just 1 yr passed ......everything changed, within a blink ........

However I am satisfied, really really happy of what I a having right now, at this moment, coz I know that you have already reserved a really special place for me in your heart.......And in my hands , I am holding the keys to your heart......and I shall be glad to hold it forever........

thanks for being there for me this birthday.......