NADC is a bunch of bull.  I go and visit my gf at school to suprise her and let her know i care and some homophobic assholes decide they don't like the idea of two girl showing a little bit of affection. She and I did nothing more than hold hands, hug, and a couple of quick kisses.  They tell the headman at the school. He says nothing of heterosexual coples but of us of course.  He told her "you little friend is not allowed to come back on campus to visit" what type of bull is that?  I do not understand. She has a theory of who it was so... that just pisses her off more. There is nothing that can be done about it tho. BTW while i'm at it why not bitch about something else...say people who can't get over the fuckin past and get on with things. Shit happens to you, you get over it, and you learn to get along. People who don't want to just move on piss me off. I try to be nice and talk to ex's just see how they are doing yada yada yada. Make sure they are okay and nothing. anyways.. it doesn't matter all that much to me cause I got my baby.  Honestly i've never felt the kind of love that i have for her before.  It is impossible to get mad at her. She makes everything okay. I've never once seen her be self-centered. Nor is she mean unless there is a reason to be and never to me.  God Damn i love that girl like nothing else.  She's my baby and I'm not lettin this one go.

hey.. i'm not on here often.. not anymore at least.  I'm so confused now.  I have an amazing girlfriend who I love she is so awesome and is one of the best people I know.  I couldn't ask for more.  But I'm starting to get scared and want to run.  Part of me thinks what if she's "the one" and that scares the fuck out of me and the other part going what if she isn't "the one" but I think she is and I never find the right one.  How the hell are you suppose to tell.  I love her tho' more than anything.  Nothing makes me happier than pleasing her and letting her know that i'm there for her.  So do you let go of your ideal partner and just love lead the way... I think you're suppose to but it's hard to do.  So far i've let love take the lead and I'm going to try to let it keep doing what it's doing. It knows far more than I do at this point in my life.