I think i love you.. I'm Falling For you

 finally got an internet cxn.

I still got class an hour from now. Frickin Rizal class.. I don't understand why i do have to study the life of the Philippine nat'l Hero. like

 i care? and what does it have to do with being a nurse????.. oHhh baloney..

tHurzz a TitLe?

Mood:

Im wit my boyfriend right now so theres no reason to not to be happy.... ehh..

ps. "IM NOT CONCEITED I'M JUST AWESOME." ya heard?

»Mood: 

this day sucked. i lost my fone and all the important messages of the most important people in my life.. man it's like losing one of your most important body part.
I know i have to let go of the things that are really not made to be in my hand forever.
what sucks is im sad. like frickin sad. sweet messages from my boyfriend are all gone plus the number of one of the most
important person in my life is saved on that fone which i did'n't get to memorize . how will i be able to know his number again? he's not a friend
of my friends. my family doesn't know him. I'm the only 1 hu has his number now i lost it.. How will i ever find him again?
what if... He goes back to the states? I will never get to see him again.. Not till i go there myself. Hay..
Now all i can do is sit up here and think of how stupid i was to just leAVE my pretty fone inside a transparent bag
and knowing im livin here in the philippines...
It's super late but i don't feel like sleepin. I'm still thinkin about it.. about my fone.. about my boyfriend who prolly is worried about me right now.
about that super important number.. about how will i get a new one. about the fact that my mum is hella mad at me.. about the fact that my brother
is makin fun of how clumsy i am....
shit.

I wanna get a new one. but my family is out of creditz now dayz. what to do? should i not go to osl? if not, man i don't want to be somewhere far from my boyfriend this coming sem-break. esp. when he's gonna go wit all those people i don't know..

How do i cope? tsk.tsk..

its good to be back here. it has been a long time since i last checked my xanga. I kinda miss it. It's hard keeping a very nice site like this especially when you're studying in a.u.p. there's no internet there. I mean no wireless internet. and i'm busy wit my course.

 i'm going steady wit another man again. His name is daim. After eric can't believe i got a better one. He's nice in his own way. I never thought he'll fall for me, he was just my crush when i first got to the university. i remember he wouldn't even look at me. but oh.. hahaha. yeah. he makes me happy. makes me feel my life is worth livin for. 

»MOOD:

Heyahh.. Im Hurr again..WeLLz. errethin turns outta be fine tadae..I got to talk to my boo and GOODNESS we didn't argue. Izz as if fo the firz time.. Then becauze their long diztance thinggy was cutt off, Boo has to lessen his calls foh me. Like instead of erryday it'll become erry otha' dae. Buhh ehh thaz fine with me ratha' than once a month call!
And yea he did call me up todae.. Lolzsz im so happy i heard his freakin laugh agaen.

I gotzza talk to ariane if our plans fo tomoro wont change.. I gotta complete mah requirementz fo enrollment .. suhh ahh hope it won't change..

OoOpPz: I now have mah background song whaddddaaaya thinkyy? eehh?

HELLO.. Here i go again! Situations turn out to be rough for me lately. I recieved no call from my boyfriend.. The last thing i don't wanna think about is maybe he's preoccupied with something else, someone else rather.. I don't know why i think like this.. Didn't i promise him that i'll trust him? As of now, what I'm trying to do is to act clueless, to act like I'm not hurt.. To pretend I do not miss him. Buh no matter how hard i try it's obvious I'm still freakin worried about him! I wonder what's his reason for not callin me this past 2 nights.. I just hope when we talk later he won't act as if he'd done nothing wrong..