This story might end here

you guys i am going to possibly shut down this xanga website.

this one and an old one from my past.

but don't worry.

i've been thinking of making a new one.

i will be back.

=] happy v-day everyone

long time i have been on this thang.

damn. lol.

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well... i got out of my mood i was in a couple days ago, i'm putting all that hate and sadness toward my art and music again. And thank you God, i feel as clear as crystal! lol. i was bored last night and found me some old anime music XD!!! AHH!! alot of the music i haven't heard since like 6th grade!! lol. omg! it brought back so much memories and i haven't felt happier! lol.

oh ya!... by the way. i went to anime expo july first [sunday] we only went for one day =[ so that kinda sucked i wanted to get alot of pictures!!! lol. i like taking pictures!! lol. but for comic Con i'm going all four days so ya!! =DD i'm taking my little brother with me too so that should be cool! [pssst... i made a video of anime expo... but... >=/ my computer's being stupid and won't let me upload it.]

so far summer's been okay. hung out with friends and greg here and there. family too. i did that on fourth of july we celebrated my little brother's birthday. lol. he got a Wii!! YAY!!! lol. that made us both happy. lol.

i wanna buy me cooking mama. lol. but... ya... lol. that's my little update. lol. YAY!!! HERE'S MUSiC I'M LISTENING TO FROM MY FAVORiTE ANiMES ENJOY!!!

^_^V

_trish

i'll reply a.s.a.p.

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June 12, 2007

6:00 PM

Chaffey Staduim

They Called My Name.

Trisha Michelle Cameron

at that moment.

at the time.

at that memory.

i.

finally did it.

i walked across that stage.

& graduated.

it closed the door of high school.

& opened a new door of life.

i did it.

&

i never doubted myself.

           yesterday it happend you guys, it finally happend. i know i've promised to be on and on constantly, but things got so hectic. Backwards dance, prom, problems with people and teachers, homework, finals, trying to live it all to the fullest, trying to get some scholarships, trying to spend the last days with all my friends. trying to spend the last days with Miku. and still trying to get ready for graduating.

and i did it. i finally did it.

from entering the school year September 2, 2003 and finishing it all on June 12, 2007.

i was never doubted myself. i messed up at the beginning. i cracked, but i didn't break. and that's what got me here.

the only thing i doubted.

was falling in front of the whole Etiwanda 2007 class of 720 people in that stage where everyone and their family and friends and loved ones can see.

and i didn't.

fuck ya.

lol.

but my senior year still isn't over. i got over $1000 dollars and i got a butt load of gifts, gift cards, and praise from my family. lol. my mom set up a party and everyone and my family was here. well... almost all my family. my cousin Joseph was having his graduation too so some of my family wasn't there. Greg was there. &  everything went wonderful.

this morning the class had a little seniot breakfast at David & Busters. i didn't go. lol. the party didn't end 'till like 11. and i went out and chilled with greg. i got home around 12:30 but stayed up at talked with my brother talking. and then i looked at my gifts all over again. and looked at a little posterboard my mom made me. See how much i've grown and then i went to bed at one. lol.

from when i was a baby and prom. My parents gave a FREAKiN TiGHT ASS DiGiTAL CAMERA!! i was so freakin happy lol. it's beautiful. and my momma gave me a really pretty locket, she wants to engrave it though. So ^_^ i can't wait to where it.

So after all that, i was a little burnt. lol. and tonight me, and my class are going to GRAD night at Disneyland. the party starts at 9 PM- 8 AM in the morning. so i'm excited about that. i'm going to take my camera. today i'm going with my mom to get some memory cards and a camera case. i was thinking from this day foreward. i want to record every day of my life. Kind of almost make a documentary of everyday having my dreams come true.

so...

with that off... let the journey begin.

i was going to do it last night. lol. but i looked messed up from being tired. i got so sunburned and am tired from practice lol. i tried it, but even i was like... DAMN!! lol. i looked messed. lol. so i'm going to start right before i go to Disneyland and record the journey from there. lol.

Darin i got your card, i'm sorry i still have got to write back! lol. and are you graduating too? lol. HOLLER!!!!  I KNOW YOU COULD DO IT TOO FOO!!! hopefully we can work on a project one day together. lol. DARiN TRiSH TEAM UP YAY!! JESSE i know i haven't gotten back to you either, i'm so sorry! i've been so busy i hope you understand! lol. God Bless Everyone!!!!

thank you all for everything.

as i must depart and write back to you all. lol. i love you!!!

_trisha

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In every heart there is a room

a sanctuary safe and strong

to heal the wounds from lovers past

until a new one comes along

I spoke to you in cautious tones

you answered me with no pretense

and still I feel i said too much.

my silence is my self-defense.

And every time i've held a rose

it seems i only felt the thorns

and so it goes

and so it goes

and so will you soon i suppose

But if my silence made you leave

then that would be my worst mistake

so i will share this room with you

and you can have this heart to break.

And this is why my eyes are closed

it's just as well for all I've seen

and so it goes

and so it goes

and you're the only one who knows.

So i would choose to be with you

that's if the choice were mine to make

but you can make decisions too

and you can have this heart to break.

& SO iT GOES

& SO iT GOES

& YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE WHO KNOWS.

_trish