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Today, after Quest, (which was very good, thanks YHWH, via Chris Seay) Andrea was walking to the apt with me, and she said, "You know that you are very loved?"
I replied yes, almost too quickly, as if the ferocity of the statement had worn a little since I have heard it from Jamie Johns pretty often.
However, I have never heard that from Jamie. He says, "You are loved perfectly."
After she caught my assumption that she was talking about something else, she said, "No, I mean, by people."
And I thought- "Meryl tells me that alot."
That got me thinking-
Its probably not very good for me to hear that I am well-loved by people, at least too often, at least for my pride.
I wonder, if this is true, (and I hope it is) why is it true?
Why would I have found favor with anyone?
I am blunt, and none will argue, mildly immature.
I am laid back to a fault, and often take advantage of grace.
I return, once again to the idea of grace. (Coldplay just told me, God gave you style, and gave you grace.((AS I TYPED THAT!))
Basically, if I have found any favor with God or man, it is due to God's good grace. And NOT due to the fact that I appreciate it. Not due to the fact that I tlk about glory alot. Not due to the fact that I may love people, because thats not from me.
I am sorry if this comes off as prideful. I fear being prideful. If I am, I build a barrier to grace, even if it does work the same way as a tsunami.
Leaves nothing left.
I am sure that my folks, who, by the grace of God are amazing, have prayed amazingly often, that I grow in wisdom, stature and favor, with God and man. I appreciate that, both those who pray for me, and He who gives grace.
I do want to love everyone. And if Meryl and Andy are right, I want to be the person that these people see.
I want to make a difference and I want to beat the hell outta evil, with love.
love
justin
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| | Posted 9/5/2007 2:01 AM - 21 views - 1 comments
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