monday im starting my edited[for calories] atkins diet.  so basically ill be doing a lot less carbs[my downfall] and not as much meat that is allowed simply cuz i dont like meat except for chicken, turkey, and tuna.  my friend lost a ton of weight doing this and now shes going back on it.  so yeah, its a diet.  but its modified.  i work better with plans.  so we'll see how that goes.  i guess if i must eat it should be healthy instead of not eating and then going binge-crazy on shitty food.  its my plan. 

my goal is to be more consistant, more open-minded and to start working out a lot more.   im making goals for myself each month instead of the yearly ones.  lets see how that works too.  like i said, i work better with a plan.  im sorry i havent been here to support you all.  but im back for good and i promise to start commenting extra much.  

now, how about some thinspo??? 

 dalas cowboy cheerleaders

miami dolphins cheerleaders

 she looks kinda ugly to tell the truth.

anti thinspo

i feel kinda bad for posting these pictures...but whatever works i guess.  ugh.  i still feel bad.