hey everyone.. its been awhile... but ive been real busy with workin and shit... so heres my latest thoughts...

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there...to serve a purpose, to teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are. You never know who these people may be, but when you lock eyes with them, you know that every moment they will affect your life in some way. Sometimes things happen to you where at the time they seem horrible and unfair, but you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never recognized your potential and your power. Everything happens for a reason. Illness, injury, love, loss, and moments of true greatness or stupidity all occur to test you. Your experiences create who you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. If someone hurts you, betrays you, or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust. If someone loves you, love them back, because they are teaching you to love and open your heart. Make every day count, and appreciate every moment. Take everything from it that you possibly can, because you may never be able to relive it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, and hold your head up high, after all life is what you make it....

what up ya'll

I just got back from visiting my friend Jerod and his wife Kristina.  I was down there for about 5 days and it was one of the best times ive ever had.  While I was down there I realized a lot of things...

One...God is a huge part in my life and I need to start realizing Him and make him a bigger part of my life.  He put me hear for a reason...and it is my duty to soar with my time on earth.  He gave everyone talents and gifts to glorify His name... we need to start using them for that reason.... or it is just a waste of what God gave us...

Two...While i was down there...my cell phone had no service... there was no internet...and I didnt watch tv...It is amazing how much those three things polute our lives.... they take away from our time to get to know others and ourselfs.. I never really noticed it untill i was able to take them a way and see how much they ran my life...Without them I was able to learn more about others and myself... and In my opinion it was well worth it!

Three...Anything worth Anything takes time and effort...So many people just "deal" because it is easier for them and it takes less time and effort... If the right thing was easy the world would be a much better place..but its not..its the opposite...doing the right things is hard... it takes will power, patients, and TIME...In anything you do...wether it be in relationships...or a decision at work...

This trip has opened my eyes to a lot of things.... it also gave me the oppertunity to meet a lot of amazing people that will change my life for the better.

Maybe more people should take some time and think about all those things... you wont regret it...

have a good one.

peace,

adam

what up yall,

so I was thinking again on my way to work this morning...

I dont think people take life very serious sometimes...I'm not talking about being a stiff and not doin anything fun... I guess I just dont know the word im looking for to explain it better... but let me try to explain myself...

People are cruel. We treat others like shit sometimes...myself included.  I dont think people realize that we just have this life to make our impression with God... If you dont believe in God... I guess you just have one life to make a name for urself when you die...We lie to ourselfs and others.  I'm just as guilty as everyone else... i guess thats why i am writing this...so i can admit it myself.. but honestly people... if we cant be true to ourself and be happy/proud of ourselfs... what else will our little time on this earth be based on?  how will we be judged when we couldnt even be honest with ourselfs?   It's sad...

thanks for readin..

...a.d.a.m...

What up all,

Im sick of this...why dont people just be real with you...it would be soo much easier and people would get a long  a lot better if people would just be honest and not beat around the bush.. .not just be honest to people but more importantly to themself!!!! if you are not honest with yourself then your life will be in shambles and people will walk all over you... you will be miserable and have no idea what you want in life... exactly how YOU are right now!!

Im a lil heated right now so im just gonna go off for a lil bit on something that has been bothering me..

Ladies...make up your damn mind... do you want someone that will treat you like shit or that wil treat you like a princess.. naturally most girls will say that they want to be treated like a princess cause they always bitch about not being treated right...well then shittt...pick them God Damnit! most of the cases ive seen you will have a girl... who is bein treated like shit and complaining about it.. on the sidelines you will have a Nice guy always talkin to her about her problems...takin her out to get her mind of it... you know doin the whole "sweet" thing... Ladies... those guys... are the ones you wanna be with.. .WHY do you treat them like shit???? If you want a nice sweet guy... then why do you shit all over them and just use tem for when you need to talk about ur asshole boyfriend.. or ex... is being a fuck head..i dont get it...

I think that it comes down to sex.. here me out now.. girls always bitch about guys being soo much about sex and bla bla bla ... in most cases i agree with you... but look in the mirror... i have heard soo many times frinds of my that are girls say... omg have you seen matt he is soo sexy omg he is hott!! hmm...then you have matt who is sitting there like .. shit im sexy.. all these girls want me... why... cause im a fuckin idiot who has no brains at all and cant even spell girlfriend... but i look good so i get all the ass i want...and girls eat it up!!! so when a girl goes out with matt all thats attractive between the two people is a sexual attraction!! Thats not a relationship...so i dont wanna hear shit from anymore girls sayin that all their guy wants is sex and why are guys such assholes they are players bla bla bla... when ladies... if all that brings you and a guy to be attracted is the sexual part of it... expect that to be what happens in the relationship...If you really want a "good" guy... stop and think why you are really attracted to this guy...

what up people,

so ya.. today was boring... i took prisca to the airport... came home watched two movies took a nap... and thats about it... im sooo tired from the girls being here the past two weeks i dont know wat to do with myself... lol! anyways i miss those two like crazy!!! but hey school is only a month and a half away !!!

"Tomorrow morning If you wake up and the future is unclear.. I, I will be here..."<---------- I wish that meant something to you....

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