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Name: Josh
Country: United States
State: Oregon
Metro: Portland
Birthday: 7/18/1984
Gender: Male


Interests: Dancing, Surfing, Theatre, Singing, Techno, Going to the beach, Hanging out with friends
Expertise: Acting, Singing, Jazz dance, Shopping!, Dance Dance Revolution, Travel (Just finished school for that), Goin out to the bars, Clubbin', Havin' fun.
Occupation: Sales
Industry: Retail


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Member Since: 4/17/2004

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Saturday, September 03, 2005

"Love Bites, Love Bleeds...."
 sometimes we hurt those we care about most.

So yeah, here I am again....my life got a little off track and out of perspective for awhile. I don't know what was the matter with me, when I had other options. I am so sorry for what I had done to my dear friends and family especially one in particular....Ben. I care about him very much and I want him and everyone else to know that I'm very sorry for how I treated him over the past few months. I hope he finds it in his heart to forgive me, we were together for too long and went through too much to just go our separate ways. I miss him alot, and I hope that he knows it. If you are reading this ben, i'm sorry, I really want to talk to you on the phone and see how you have been. Thats all for now, see everyone again soon.


Tuesday, May 03, 2005

I'm a Trendy City Faggot!

I'm a Trendy City Faggot! I am better than you. My clothing is better, I am more sophisticated, I smell better, taste better, look better, and feel better. What’s more, I snigger into my macchiato at other faggot stereotypes, because they are all so tragically simple. God why can’t I get laid?

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Monday, February 07, 2005

Easy As Life
The Story Of My Life

No, no, no, no
Nothing is easy

All I have to do Is forget how much I love him
All I have to do Is put my longing to one side
Tell myself that love’s an ever changing situation
Passion would have cooled, and all the magic would have died
It’s easy as life

I try to forget how much I want him here
Then my dreams slowly disappear
I cannot forget that my emotions die
Oh I don’t even want to try
Nothing in life is ever easy
Nothing in love will ever run true
My heart will never stop believing
I still believe in what love can do

All I have to do Is pretend I never knew you
On those very rare occasions When you steal into my heart
Better to have lost you When the ties were barely binding
Better the contempt Of the familiar cannot stop
It’s easy as life

I try to forget how much I want him here
Then my dreams slowly disappear
I cannot forget that my emotions die
Oh I don’t even want to try
Nothing in life is ever easy
Nothing in love will ever run true
My heart will never stop believing
I still believe in what love can do

It hurts to think about you When I want to touch you
And how we would have been If you were here with me today
Those very rare occasions They keep on coming
All I ever wanted I’m throwing it away

Nothing in life is ever easy
Nothing in love will ever run true
My heart will never stop believing
I still believe in what love can do


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Life After The Air Academy

Well, here I am on a Monday afternoon, with more time on my hands then I know how to deal with. I just graduated last Wednesday, and I have no job. I live down in Oregon City, 20 minutes from the school, so I could stay around and interview and try to get a job. Going home was not an option rite now, but the guy i'm staying with is really nice and takes good care of me, lol. I can't believe it though, I graduated at the top of my class as Validictorian, and I don't even have anything even close to an interview yet. Also, I kinda poicked up this bad habit, well, mabe a couple of bad habits, but Iuess thats what happens when you got nothing better to do with your time. But whatever. my life is just screwed up rite now anyways, I feel so stuck, like i'm between a rock and a hard place. I can't seem to go backwards and I can't seem to go forewards. I miss my friends, Dolores, Rachille, Ben, and alot of the people I met while going to school. I wish I had blue eyes..... everything would be better if I did. Mabe I should get contacts. Who knows. I just wanna get my life straightened out already, and make something of myself. Anyways, yeah i'll update again later, cause i'm sure i'll have plenty of time to do it now.


Monday, January 24, 2005

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Busy, Busy, Busy......So Much to Do, so Little Time

Yeah, I realize I haven't updated this thing in awhile, but I don't think many people read this anyways, lol. Anyways, I graduate from airline school next week on wednesday, but I still don't have a job, nor do I have any interviews set up. It sucks, I think this school has turned out to be a load of crap, so no one should come here. Its a big waste of time and money. What can I say though? lol, I guess I can always sue for false advertising. I had one interview set up for an airline here in PDX, but the career development lady at the school lost my application, cover letter, and resume, and then I didn't feel like doing them all over again. If I don't get a job, i'm gonna be pissed off. Anyways, mabe I can go live with ben in NYC, I really, really don't wanna go back to Idaho. Also, I have a friend in Oregon City that said I could stay there, but I'm sure that wouldn't go over wiuth the parents too well. Life kinda sux rite now, i have test galore up the ying yang, and i should have a job and know where i'm going by now. I gotta spend the rest of the nite studying for the computer quiz tomorrow, and i need to start packing and cleaning up the house too before too long, since my parents should be here somtime at the begining of next week. So, yeah, thats all for now, if anything new happens, i'll try and update the best I can.



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