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nuthin but drama

Sun, 08 Oct 2006 22:38:29 GMT

i am trying to take myself away from high school drama and any drama for that fact. i am very stressed out, too stressed out. therefore i am taking myself out of situations and away from people that are causing stress to me. i am sorry if this includes you, but i need to think of my health right now. sorry to all whom this concerns but this is how things are gonna be.

bs it is

Mon, 02 Oct 2006 08:16:20 GMT

please stop this bull shit. just tell me to my face what your problem with me is or what my problem is. if you can't come up to me and tell me what is wrong then go and mess with someone elses head. i am way too stressed out right now and have been for sometime. i dont need this bull shit added on. one of these days im gonna crack, and those of you who are messing with my head had better watch out. i dont want this to come out mean but this is the only way to get through some peoples heads apparently cuz "talking" doesnt help.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

Wed, 27 Sep 2006 15:02:41 GMT

Quiz Me!

state fair!

Sun, 24 Sep 2006 12:10:37 GMT

well, the state fair starts this friday apparently. so, who wants to go next tues? tues are the cheapest because its only two dollars to get in and two dollars per ride. (normally like ten to get in and two to ten per ride) any takers??? oh, my thinking, skip class, and um, probably would wanna go around 12 or 1ish, so ppl who have work at cccc can come too. ! :D

problems?

Fri, 22 Sep 2006 14:15:51 GMT

if someone has a problem with me please let me know. preferably to my face and not to someone else and let it eventually get back to me. i try to give the same respect to others and i expect them to do the same. i know that some people dont like confratation, but im sure that people can deal with it considering that we are all in college and not high school anymore.

Monday, September 18, 2006

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 10:55:00 GMT

im very proud of myself. i have gotten heather, miss "ewwww. desperate houswives???", into desperate housewives. now its; "desperate housewives??? im on my way over." lol. so if anyone wants to come over to my desperate housewives watching parties, let me know. it gonna be on sundays at 8 pm. well, thats when it starts, so come over probably around 7:30 or so. snacks and sodas would be good to have btw... :D thats my accomplishment for the year though.

Saturday, September 16, 2006

Sat, 16 Sep 2006 02:28:24 GMT

if i dont answer my phone, im probably at work or school and am not ignoring you on purpose. just an fyi.

long time no see?

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 16:34:37 GMT

i guess its been a while since i updated. opps. im LUVing my new apartment and roommates. school, not so much, but what can we do about that??? i am trying to start some new habits and break away from the old ones.
1. im starting to run again. the disney marathon in jan is full, but i have many options open for other ones. (besides i just wanted to go and beat my dads time from last year and show him up on the fact that he is only running the half marathon.)
2. no more stressing. yeah, i know, hahaha. moi??? not stressing??? whatever will fill the gaps? thats where number one comes in. btw, i know that some people are all "you were never like this before", well, hate to break it to ya, but, yeah i was. granted its come out a lot more the past two years, but not as much as yall think. it went from a 7-8ish to 10-11ish (on a scale of 10 that is.)
3. no more arguing or quarreling or etc. over the small things. this is the part that i need help with. lately i have found my self mid-arguing over practically nothing. i give you permission to smack me up side the head when i do so. NO POKING THO! poking hurts.
4. get a car within the next month. i know, i know.... "why buy such an expensive car???" well, A. i worked my ass off for it all summer. and have a third of the price of the car saved up. for the downpayment alone B. the monthly payments are very small. C. the car will have a better chance of working for 12-13 years if its new. and D. its my choice and deal with it.
5. apply to UTD, UTA, and UT. no, i dont know where im going. no, i wont know for a while. and yes, it is my life to fuck up thank you very much.
6. go to UTD to talk to an advisor cuz of the fact that CCCCD are all fucktards. (and they are the reason why i had to go running this afternoon.)
7. i dont really have any more
8. i just want to keep
9. writing though
10. because ten is a nice even number. :D

ya'll can help me out with some of this stuff, although, i will deal with two on my own. people telling me to stop stressing or pointing it out to me only makes it worse. feel free to help me with any of the others, especially if i need a ride somewhere. :D

co-chan out!

still alive

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 00:54:23 GMT

it may seem like ive fallen off the face of the earth, but im pretty sure that i havent. atleast not yet. im in my new apt and LOVE it. :D my roommates are fucking awesome. we have a 3 bdr 2 bath 2 story apt. we are finally getting internet cable and electricity on fri. we were about to have to kill someone or something about the whole internet thing. oh, wait, maybe we did... hmmm... i'll give the final count on fri after we have successfully installed our internet. yes, folks, you read that right. after WE (meaning me) install the internet. so yall probably wont hear from me until sun or so... hmmm... did i mention i LOVE my apartment??? :D on the other bright side i have two job offers. texas land and cattle, love and war in texas and soon to be tias. i think im gonna go with love and war cuz its walking distance and they always seem busy. btw, all of the lonestar corporation suck ass. according to them i was only serving for 2-3 weeks, when in reality, it was 4-5 weeks. fuckers. ummm... im forgetting something but it looks like its gonna have to stay forgotten... o.O oh. if anyone wants my new address or tx number let me know and i'll get it to ya!
co-chan drunkenly signing out...?

pack

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 12:49:28 GMT

im all packed up!!! now time for the fun part. thurs night consists of getting fucked up out at odu at a party for me. then fri night consists of a girls night in with a buncha movies and getting fucked up. :D we are gonna have REAL drinkd tho on fri. daquiris, margaritas, sangrias, and possibly white russians. (depends on how thurs goes...) then onto sat which should be our recovery day but consists of a family going away party. (**lifts head off of the table** huh??? naw... im just tired. i swear....) :D