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1. You have been there forever and i have a feeling i will never get rid of you.  Not so bad really.

2. You too have also been in my life forever yet i now feel like i'm losing you.  I don't know what you are going through and i try to help.  I feel like your slipping away too soon.

3. I wish you didn't seem so far away somehow.  I feel as though we had so many good times and now are middleaged people looking back on it. 

4. Somedays you make me laugh when i really need too.  Your crazyness is awesome and we have done some dumb shit in the last few years. 

5. Though you may sometimes be a suitcase i carry around, i sometimes need that lack of communication for some quiet time.

6. I have known you for awhile and always thought you were sorta quiet but now i know the truth.  Don't change...i actually like you the way you are.

7. You have become a person i never want to be. 

8. I am pretty sure there is no word to describe you.  You are just well there and i hope you will be there to help me and make me laugh.

9. I feel like you will end up being a good friend in the next few years if you don't somehow get some kind of deadly illness and die...

10. Not until this year have i realized that you are an amazing and fun person.  I never believed i would do the stuff with you i do now.  You are a surprise.

11. I feel i owe you an apologize for being not so nice to you.  Thankyou for what you have done.

12. You have changed this year and i am not a big fan.  I don't really like you anymore.

13. I believe i have forgotten about you this year and for that i am sorry.  I do like you and i believe we will have a lot of fun over the summer. 

14. I remember all the fun times we had and i wish we could have them again.  I enjoy wrestling you and stuff.  Pretty much i was out of people and needed someone to write about. 

Late

SNOW DAY BIOTCHES!!!

sledding - 12:00 at Linglestown Junior!  come if you want!

Do you ever look back on something and wish you had not done it?  I feel like that alot, always wishing i had said something different or not told someone something.  Sometimes it feels that everything can come crashing down over you head and there is nothing you can do. 

Moderation is the key.  Everything is awesome with it and without it, everything seems to suck.  I wish that everyone could just talk sometimes because fighting is rather dumb.  But sometimes you can't just be the one who comes foward.  But it a great relief when you do.

hey y'all

What is so wrong with moderation?  Today, everything seems to be taken so far and in a total different direction.  If a person makes one joke, then many more come with along with it.  Though this is all in "good fun" maybe people don't like being hounded on about everything they do.   People may be fun loving, but that trait doesn't go as far as some may think.  I hate when things go to far.  It was fun for awhile but after awhile it hurts.  This isn't just making fun of people but anything.  I hate going to far with a boy, with college, with life in general.  It seems once i dive into something, i only want to swim back to the surface.  I like people,college, and boys on the surface but once i dive in, i want to get out of it.  Why can people just accept this?  Why do people always have to pretend to be deeper than they are?  Why do people always make problems deeper?  Why?

hey everyone...i'm updating

i'm so confused.  I don't know what i want to do, now or later.  I don't know if i want a boyfriend or not or what college to go to.  This year my entire life seems to depend on one choice.  what if i make the wrong one?  i don't know.  I don't even know who my friends are and not.  I just want to be a kid but i can't becase i have my entire adult life before me.  I don't get it. 

becky