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Wednesday, July 19, 2006

	hi um... i dont really update xanga anymore.. for more stuff about me please go to www.myspace.com/chinkstah_gurl
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Wednesday, June 21, 2006

	greg made this for me one day.. it was really sweet :)
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Sunday, June 04, 2006

	oh man oh man why do i think of him when i sleep but during the day im fine.. whats wrong with me? do i still love him after all the things thats happen to us? even though we dont talk i think i still love him very much.. somethings wrong with me i need to move on but i cant.. thats why i sit in my room waiting for him to talk to me.. also playing video games to get him out of my mind..
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Friday, May 26, 2006

	lots of things... hehe ^^ update pics later? :o
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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

sorry if i havent really writting in this.. juss didnt have the motivation to write in here anymore but here goes nothing right?

ever since me and greg broke up, theres juss been an open space in my heart. everytime he would come online my hurt juss hurts to know that im not talking to him anymore.. and when i looked at the fone i notice that im not on it anymore. then i open my fone and i see a pic of us together happy... on my wallhe gave me a pic that he took with the perfect snapshot of a cactus rose. he gave me a bear so when i held it at night i would think of him.. which i still do. its really hard to let go someone that u really love... gettin over it with a snap of a finger just isnt possible.. im sure that if u loved someone so much that you would feel the same way too.. now when we talk its either him making fun of me or something i said or his juss bored and has nothing to do but make me cry.. i think maybe why i still like him is because i know that he can be a sweet person and i like that.. i like that a lot.. 3 weeks and 5 days without him....

so last weekend i went to prom with weiwei. it was fun.. i saw jiaqi, austin, and jeff. didnt really dance much cuz i wasnt really comfortable dancing with someone i dont really hang out with u know.. but whatever thats me.. i think i get embarressed cuz i dance funny or something lol... then went to an afterparty and saw john.. he forgot my name lol.. but i remembered his.. what a loser! then weiwei took me home and i slept..

so last night.. i ended up hanging out with someone that i thought i would never hang out with ever! haha.. it was kyle.. yea havent heard me talk about him in hellaz huh? haha.. yea yea i know.. i was pyscho back then.. i mean shit i would run away from me to.. but cant get all that excited about things got to chill out.. i went over to his bros house and we chilled talked and watched a bugs life.. which stopped in the middle and we dont know why.. lol kyle was trying to operate the dvd thing on the big screen thats connected to the computer and he couldnt figure it was it was funny lol.. what a dork :P

my friends tell me to move on but its juss really hard and i dont know.. i guess im all confused n shit and i dont know what to do anymore but be lonely n shit.. i juss want to know whats going on inside of gregs head.. how can he get over me so fast? how can he already fuck a girl after a week of us breaking up. my friends tell me that i can do better than that. to have a jerk like greg.. they know the pain that i go through.. its juss that greg thinks im not going through any pain at all.. he thinks that this isnt affecting me at all.. UGH....

what i looked like at prom..