felt horribly depressed yesterday today and even the day before.  but in general its been a good time here at home.  i finally hooked up with kori.  i had a good time with her and charron at harrah's and 360.  there was actually a dude who noticed but didn't say anything to me directly.  but even more than that.. ..i grew some cahunas and called ralph.  and it was good.  he wanted to know if i had a boyfriend and when i told him no he said i was too pretty a lady not to have nobody special.  he said it was a pleasant surprise to hear from me and that i had him speechless.  well i wonder what that means.  he also said so when you taking me out.  well we'll see what goes from there. 

but umm other than that i really have nothing to say about myself.  i went to dinner today with my brother and we had a good time and ate some damn good food.  i wanna go there with him--cheesecake bistro....forget houston's.

but ummmm i really see now that daniel was not even worth my time and maybe one day he'll see that that he wasn't worth me.  i don't know how he got me. well cuz he tried when no one else was.  either way sucks for him. and i dont know about miss chevone yet. don't really care if i'm friends with her or not.  just don't want to have to be around her

OHHHHHHHHH and the most horrible news was that i was not cast in a play. but i'm so over it that its not even worth me writing about.  fuck that.  i just have to do me in every sense of the phrase.

i've got a new drive to go back in january.  we'll see