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Wednesday, July 02, 2008

  • hey guys i'm back and doing much better lately. i've been so busy but now i'm in a summer class and can get online every couple days to update! i lost 10 lbs in the past 2 weeks. last time i went out i ordered a vodka and diet coke. it was ok, totally worth avoiding an extra 200 cals.

    goals: lose a lb. every day.

                exercise at least an hr.

                avoid calorie-filled drinks.

                resist the temptationo to eat when i'm buzzed or drunk.

                avoid letting anything get me down or stand in my way.

    today's intake: 400

              

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

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    B: small piece of flat bread (idk what it's called) w/ cheese

    L: 1/4 pita bread w/ 1 piece of turkey & 1 piece of cheddar cheese

    D: non-fat vanilla latte

     

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

  • B: starbucks double choc. chip frappucino (i know, really bad)

    L: 1 nectarene

    D: salad

    S: 5 almonds, 3 pcs. turkey bacon, soup broth

    Intake: about 600

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

  • it's just too clear that this prob. is the biggest one for me- the one that keeps me from living and enjoying life (if those aren't already the same thing). w/out adderall it's a bigger prob. + the party we had over the weekend w/ the huge, gigantic cake w/ fattening horrible buttercream filling. but at least i can wear/fit into the outfit (well the green polo shirt) i wore in high school w/out looking like rosie o'donnel or something, but the jeans are another story. why do you lose wt. on top first? and stupidly disproportionately too.

    i'm smoking cloves again too, which is great & really takes ur mind off food, and also gives u a kinda weird awesome high feeling- would be great to do that before going to the gym haha- and have loads of energy after smoking it. but i seem to get lazier every day. or it's like i won't go until after i get thin/toned enuf to go in the first place. i fucking hate working out next 2 girls who i just know are ana. it just makes me wanna leave/ give up/ or have another clove... it sucks and i think we should all look exactly alike- body-wise. everyone.

Friday, May 23, 2008

  • i'm sitting here with a diet pill in my mouth. i'm going to take it with water. and then i'm going to get a sugarfree red bull on my break. and smoke my cloves. and enjoy the fact that they are sweet, like candy. instead of candy. and i'm not going to have over 100 calories when i come home. that will put my intake at 600. that's it. that's enough. and i'm going to come home and go on my bike in the livingroom for at least 30 min. it's a start. fuck.

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