april 14, 2005                    cover girl-brooke valentine

today i just went to school went home slept. woke up did some chem homework. then cleaned i cant believe it i actually cleaned haha more than 5 minutes long too! haha i washed all the dishes and cleaned my bathroom till it was sparkely clean. forsure haha m proud cause im hella lazy!! and i hate cleaning but i dont its about time i grow up and start taking care of myself and stop relying on my mom to do stuff for me. i guess you can say im a bit spoiled when it comes to house chores. plus i overheard my stepdad talking to my brother saying how spoiled he is getting money all the time and not even doing anything stuff like that. but i dont get money from them. only like 20 bucks every two weeks...hahah but i aint complaining i just needa get a job. i just dont want a job to interfere with school. and not only that but i see how hard my mom works to take care of us and we dont show how much we appricate her so imma try more. cause it must be hard working 5 days a week plus taking care of 4 people. thats alot. so anyway i can help her out more i certainly will. i guess  i got to all this thinking because in school we were talking about ho life was in the 50's compared to now and wow what a big difference it is. in psyc. class we were talking about our furture life and about our rents. soo yeaa seeee school does have an impact. hahaha.i just dont show it much?! ok ughh im bored ok enough said for now.

-csan