OMG. Just freakin' forget it. I'm a freakin' failure. Happy?!

Sometimes...I just want a handsome guy to sleep with at night. I have gradually become more aware of the darkness and think of mean things that might hide in the corners and the shadows. I want to snuggle into someone and sleep, knowing this handsome stranger will protect with his warm strong arms that shield me from the scary darkness. And you know what?

I got the perfect guy in mind...or rather...some guys...

(I thought this was a cool picture)

Am I crazy? Maybe...but for the time being...

COME TO MAMA!!!!

:] - marlene, I blame you for making me like this...DBSK >.<~

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I had the most multi-language interacted conversation with moon:

me: chotto kawaiidesune~ (Japanese - He's a little cute~)
moon: el hermano enfrente? (Spanish - The guy in front?)
me: eung, geu nahmja oori appeh ee duhn sah ram. (Korean - Yeah, the guy that was in front of us.)
moon: yeah, he was kind of cute. (English - you know...)

Interesting haha.

Colombus parade was awesome. Hillary Clinton came over to my side since I was in the Friends of Hillary party and I shook her hand and got a signature. Amazing....haha. I then got this really cute cashmere scarf with my cousin. Oh! I also got the mortgage job! Pays 14-20 dollars an hour, lenient when it opens 7 days a week, 5-9 PM, and pays me when they train me for it for two weeks. I beat two college dudes. Oh yeah~ I don't know...a very good day. I'm just hyper I suppoe haha.

my mom is 107 pounds...

what the FUDGE.

Wow.......huge headache. Colossal.

I think...it might be the AC since I turn it on every night. Yeah...I should stop doing that. But it just gets so freakin hot. Sigh. I just woke up now. So tired and my headache was vicious; my nose is runny and snuffed as well. Ugh, I have to do my humanities journal. But I didn't even read the book. Great Jenn. But that is why God created Sparknotes: to make poor lazy procrastinating souls,' like mine, lives easier. Today's my first day of work as well. I have to deal with annoying little kids. Gr. Kids.

I want to make a promise to myself.

....

Okay, I did. And I don't think I'll come back until I completed this promise or if something important/exciting came up.

So...bye, for a while. *waves*