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Name: kayla
Birthday: 7/16/1990
Gender: Female
Interests: im not really big into the talking thing unless im alone, i luv music, all kinds of music, play flute/piccolo(spelling) and love it, i hate feeling like everything is about me, im very complicated, i luv to write, i can write anything you tell me to and have fun with it, i've been told im really good at it to, but ill let you decide when i post some of my writings....uuummm, i luv to hang out with friends, wont make promises i can't keep, loving life, i guess....i also love the beach, it's so relaxing, there's more to me than meets the eye, and more to me than i could ever type here, so if you wanna know ask, and maybe ill tell you.......
Expertise: writing, playing my flute, reading
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Yahoo:  kayla_becksford
Member Since:
7/30/2006
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| WOW!! it's been way too long, i guess i kinda forgot about this thing, i guess i kinda forgot about a lot of stuff this summer though huh?? like i forgot to live my own life and instead sat around and let everyone else live my life for me but i guess summer hasnt been all bad, i mean come on, no school, although i must say i miss the nap time, no but really im going to be a senior i shouldve been thinking about things like college and how im going to pay for it, insetad i was sleeping in, playing video games, getting a car, going to the beach, walking late at night through the sprinklers for no reason except to try and relax, oh and need i forget WORK!! lots and lots of it, but how else do you pay for gas, insurance, a cell phone and having fun with friends... my summer wasnt as awsome to me as it may sound, my summer kinda sucked, way too much drama with friends, stupid mistakes i cannot take back, a lot of confusion, and at one point i honestly didnt think id make it through the summer, i was mentally gone, but hey im still here, and things are going ok now, im determined not to let thigns be like they were last year, and im doing and ok job of it oh and for those of you that dont know im getting really fed up with my house so when tommy gets back from basic and AIT for the national guards he's gonna get an apartment for his mom, his girl, and himself, and i might be staying with them part time, all i have to do is help pay for food, cause im not sure how much longer i can deal with stuff at my house, and i wont be moving out completely, ill still be home most nights cause my parents probably wont let me stay the night a lot cause of school, but afternoons and days when im not working ill be there and any night i can get my parents to let me stay there ill be there, and when i turn 18 ill most definetely be there, so except for about half the nights a week ill be living with them because honestly itll do me a world of good to get out of my house, things just arent going good for me, and im not going to go back to what i was like last year because of it i guess thats all i have to say, hope you all have had an awsome summer, and hopefully ill remember about this thing more often so i can talk to some of you who dont have myspace | | |
| sometimes, i dont know what to say, and sometimes, like today, it really pisses me off, and other times, it's probably a good thing...i dont know, too many mixed thoughts, im about ready to blow up..in 2 nights combined ive gotten about 7-8 hours of sleep...yes, that's combined..3 last night, 4-5 the night before..and tonight is basically promising to be an all nighter, and caffien is starting to not work anymore, and if i dont have caffien, im not sure what i'll do..it's the only way i can make it through the day..on another note..yea i dont know..tulip time, sucked..well the parades sucked cause i about died from asthma, hanging out with heather and kinda bobby-o afterwards didnt suck, cept the going to the hospital and not being able to march saturday, cause i actually wanted to... | | |
| man, i cant wait until i turn 18, im so outta here...after i graduate ill turn 18 that summer, and then im gone..im joining the national guards, getting away from everything here..because im going insane..im gonna make something of my life, instead of sitting around with just enough self-control not to go get wasted and ruin my life, although im sure i was on a good route to that w/o drinking..so..o just thought id let you know..i dunno why..i just thought i would..so..yea on another note..i started getting im shape for the national guards-you know, eating healthy(although i was good at that before) and exercising, there isnt a muscle in my body that doesnt hurt, but its a good hurt because i know im doing something worth while, but my wrist is killing me...and not in a good way, because its been hurting a lot lately..i think it hurts more now than it did when i hurt it 2 years ago and screwed it up, and the doctor doesnt know what i did..because i hurt it 2 years ago...and waited 3 months before seeing the doctor cause it hurt so bad..his only comment was my bone is deformed from it..so my guess is i broke it..but my stupid self wouldnt go to the doctor..so its basically been a constant pain since..but it hasnt hurt this bad in..ever..so i dunno whats wrong with it...but i could cry it hurts so bad..and thats saying something..for the person who has never cryed for an injury..and ive had a lot of stupid injuries, like jumping off a roof and spraining both my ankles, dont ask, especially cause im really scared of heights and do not know why i was on a roof...and a lot of stiches | | |
| hey..for the first time in..well almost forever so, got back from florida yesterday...DISNEY....fricken awsome...time away from home..EVEN BETTER...no, it was a good week, a stress free week, but now im back home..which means..more stress..and unhealthy habbits, like being a workaholic, which aparently isnt good for you..although my boss loves me..and despite me job, i love work..so it's ok pictures?? no, not yet... well im gonna go for now, cause i just spilt a bunch of juice on myself..like i do most days...so yea | | |
| hhmm..not much to say now that i have myspace...this will still be used though.. | | |
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