i need to vent,

ok so i was away this weekend to London Ontario, for a school thing it is a lot of fun. we leave sunday at 2pm and come back on the monday. but thats just an idea where i was...

Last night at around 8pm we got told that this fellow friend of ours, passed away

it was so sudden, so shocking, that im still in shock and can not stop crying, it hurts because about a month ago i went through the same thing a friend of mine got killed..i dont no if i can handle another death after the last one, i told myself no more funerals this year..and i am going to go..i just really need all the support right now. its going to be hard.