woahh okay..

screw my last post.. i've deicded to stay here && stay with my sister-in-law...

oh yeah new xanga

http://www.xanga.com/home.aspx?user=lauren_lovesCHANCE

OKAY PEOPLE. HERES THE THING. MY GRANDPA JUST DIED && SO I HAVE TO DRIVE ABOUT 1 DAY && A HALF IN A ING CAR TO GET TO SOUTH CAROLINA. SCREW SCREW SCREW THIS SUMMER!!!!!!

god... I IT!! I ABSOULTLEY IT!!!!!!!!!!

GOD DAMMIT. Jane, i'm so sorry about our hopefull plans for today. they were CRUSHED BECAUSE MY GRANDFATHER JUST HAD TO KILL OVER.

chance, m'darling, i'm really really sorry. we were going to have a REALLLLLYYYYYYYY long phone conversation today. and NOW WE CANT BECAUSE I'LL BE IN MY YYYY ASS VAN WITH MY BROTHER CHRIS ALL BECAUSE MY GRANDFATHER JUST HAD TO KILL OVER.

god. all i have to say is, WHY THE HELL AM I GOING TO THIS FUNERAL WHEN I DIDNT EVEN KNOW THE GUY????!!!!!!

WELL WHATEVER. SCREW THIS.

chance i love you.

jane i love you tooo.

everyone i love you.

SCREWWWWWWWW my stupid mother who made us drive ONE FULL DAY && A HALF to get to see her ass dad.

chyeah.

well other than that, i'll miss you all like crazzzzyyy.

<3 laurennnn

welll helloOoOoOoOoOoOoOo ladies and gents. i just figured out that all the people we love so much always think about us. constantly. && even if a person you love so much, loves someone else, dont stop loving them. because later in life, they might get hurt and need someone that loves them to back them up. yeah. well i wrote that and i like it. so dont steal it.

alot of you have been asking me for my schedule.. and i'm not really sure i have any damn classes with any of you guys.. butttttttttttt i'll post it anyways

01.... athletics johnson

02.... english olson

03.... history alfaro

04.... math bramlett

05.... m&m bramlett

06.... science pero

07.... office aid aguilar

 viola.

&& here are some random pictures i took. they are for chance's band Donna Mea. which kicks ass. =P

&& i'll leave you with a halfway decent picture of MOI. haha actually i look like a 'tard.

well. i'm done.

oo yes. chance... gahh. you gotta love him

<3 laurennn

HEYYY MY WH0RESSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!

last night was funnnn. becks and jane and i metttttt matt marcus and jared at the m0vies =]

we saw amber garcia, and mattie ...... errr i forgot her last name  jane ran up and hugged and talked for about 9037905834908590438590348509348059 years it seems like. && so finally jared went up to her and constantly repeated 'are we gonna go see a m0vie yet? are we gonna go see a m0vie yet?' about hmm 46890379503485 times. yuppppppp &&& when we were FINALLLLLYYYYYYYY about to go see sky high, (yes sky high. not my idea but it was jareds... that boy has problemmmmsssssssss. but i still love him because he called me prettyfull. yeah. prettyfull) amber, ashland, and CHRISTINEEEE SHOWED UP!!! oh my god i went NUTSSSS on them. AMBER LOOKED LIKE SHE HAD LOST A BAGIZZILLION POUNDS. ASH LOOKED LIKE SHE GREW LIKE A PLANT. MMHMM && PLANTS GROW FAST. YESH YESH YESH. AND CHRISTINE??!! THAT METAL MOUTH !!! WOWIE . SHE LOOKED AMAZINGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!!! MAN. i need to start doing what they do. because all i looked like is a preppy that turned into an emo . yesssssssssssss haha.

well. the movie was okay... kindof cheesy. but the thing is... JARED AND MARCUS WOULDNT SHUT THE HELL UP. I'M SERIOUS. THEY WERE JACKING OFF IN FRONT OF JANE (not litterally, i hope) AND MAKING OUT. WOOO!!!!! =P

haha sorry about that. WELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL nothing happened between me and matt. i have my eyes on someone else right now... && he goes to BMS... but anywho,

it was funnnnnnnnnnnnn && we were all TIRED AS HELL so my mom brought jane and i && BECKSSSSS to janes house and i went homeeeeeee.

right now i think that my mom is on a plane to SC (south carolina) to see my grandpa because hes not doing too well....

so  YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. I'M GOING TO BE BORED FOR THE REST OF THE SUMMER.

if you want to do anything (m0vies mall swimming... ... making outt  haha)justtt calll me.

my cellular was taken away because my mom found out i downloaded 300 dollars worth of ringtones.

and heres my home number .972.633.5504.

just call me. oo yes and if you want to come over and swim in my pool, just call me and ask. i'm sure my dad wont care.

OKAY!!!!!! TOODLES M'DARLINGS!

<3 laurennn

yeah. i've decided to become emo. its a huge step from preppy and stuff, but i've had so many emotional problems in my life, i guess its safe to say i'm preety damn emo..

emo.. its a very confusing label.. even though i hate labels, i guess their coming back once again to haunt me and kill my soul.

chyeah... emos arent and i repeat arent gothics. i swear to god. emos are far from gothic. its like emos are punk-rock charged and have the same style and crap && alot of emo's skate and board. its a very... unique label... && i tend to like being very unique.

&& all of you who saw me in my black pants and black converse and black element shirt, with black nails and black EVERYTHING, dont freak out. i'm serious.. dont.. its just a part of the emotional phase i'm going through. so i'd really appreciate if you wouldnt bitch at me about being a poser. because im not.

guys, i have given this alot of thought and it seems right for me to do this... so far you all probably have no idea what emo is... so click on this rad link && learn about the music history (its like the music became a type of person.)...

i love you all.

<3 laurennn