damnnn so long i haven't pwop...firstly damnnn mr wong noesss damn..im in real deep shittt.haha but mah mom noess...haha...well it october ya'll nearly winter!!lol....welll meh goonna work on mah sitee....peace out..

SHOUT OUTS

PUSPA DIDI

 bilated happi birthdaii didi...

RACHEL AND

SWANTANTRA

ONE MONTH STILL STANDIN STRONG.....GOOD LUCK TO YOU PB AND NAWTIEE PUNK!!!!!ROCK ONN!!!!!!

damn how long has it been until mahh last blog...lolz...lemme tell u things about what happened yesterday...mee so damn yesterday..i kept crying....i started cryin on lunch time...i jus started..when i was in class i juss laughed along with pratik and rafael...they were HILLARIOUS..hehe...but when i got out..i jus hugged manjila and started to cry....i was damned...dammnn...i was so sad...or shud i say DEPRESSED?my god...then when puspa didi saw mah laslas...she said if i eva did it agen she would realli be mad and would neva talk to mehh agen...when i got bak to class...i was so hurt...but i had to forget about it cause we had pe..then i was a bit happi...i was so dammed ...then in the second recess puspa didi saw it..then she hitt mehh..then i acted as if nothin happened..then when we went int thetoilet she was starin at mehh...so i jus went out and started to tear..then puspa didi went aftha mehh..then i cried more...if u were there to see us u would think it was a drama...a realli sad one...then finally when we got to the third floor she finally cornored mee...then she asked me to clam down and sit down...i was cryin like hell...then i adi and anita and bhumi and rachel came up then told me to stop cryin..but i couldnt..then i pushed away then i cried in class...then  i wen i was clamed i started on mah compo..then mehh was so pissed wen shehzad worte mah name on da board whn i didn;t even make a sound while laughin...i was so pissed and i got more reminded i got pissed and cried...when i wen tout od dha class after detention i was crying the rach was so kind to have waited for mehh,..i was so happi in dha same tym sad...then on dha way down i was crying...when i got to the toilet puspa didi talked to meh agen..then i cried more...then i went ahead..then i saw ate faith then she tried to cheer me up...and asked if puspa didi do anything...then ate jenniffer came along and talked to mehh..mehh was so suprised cause even amber dhai talked to mehh...he didnt even noee me...cause he started to talk to mehh in nepalese...then it was pretty funni but i didn;t have time to laugh...then he talked to manjila about sumthin then he asked mee to show him mahh laslas...then what he said made me realli scarred to do dat agenn..then of corzz i was realli thankful...then he wwent to tlak to puspa didi who was currently talking to ateh faith and ateh jennifer...then we went to the park..and i went home earlier with ate faith and ate jennifer...but mehh went in a different way...mehh now at home came bak form the faithhouse afther youthh......ohh and mehh and rach had this flag day thing...it was a gr8 experiance...lol...it was also tyring....lolz....well dats all....here are mahh SHOUT OUTS

-rach-salamat talga..hindi ko alam anong masasabi ko para mag pasalamat sau....luv ya

-rach and swatantra-good luck to the both of u...may your stay together as long as u can....keep the lovin good.,..peace...

-rob-thanks for de advice....mehh luv u do muchh

-adi-anita-bhumi-laxchhya-jel-thanks for cheerin mehh up yesterday...love ya'll///

sonika and sunil-wowowowowowowowowowowo...damn im so happi for dha both of u ...dis is jus a lil sumthin to show how much i aprrecite ur relationship....long life ...long love.,..hhehehe

lil goths(rach..xoni...monikz didi and puspa didi...and manjila...-thanks for always being there..luvvvvvvv  ya'lll

ate jennifer and ate faith...-kung hindi dahil sainyo i think i would have dis fear in mehh...so thank u very muchh......luv you bothhh.....

ate jennifer and amber dhai-even thou i dun noe u guys to muchh,..i ended up with u two as helpin meh with mahh prob ...thank u veyr muchh...may u guys stay together for a long time....rock on.....

pratik and ralf-thanksss.....

peace out to all...and if i missed a person...i wanna thank ya'll hehe...peacee..

mehh so bored at home...damn hillsong UNITED is hir today but mahh atehh said dun go...so bad..so emhh stuck hir at home jus fixin meh site..meh got to learn a bit of guitar and bass too..lolz...meh so freakin bored..lol...meh have nothin to do....meh in betwwen crisis rite now..lol...mehh heartbroken...(can;t say why)..meh pissed....mehhh so fuckin bored i dun even noe what mehh sayin..lolz..mehh just chillin...lolz...meh listening to musik...lookin for more icons...if ya'll have any idea about any icons..can u plzzzz.tell mehh da site..umm...dats all from mehh..peace out...

i finally asked sum1 to tell HIM how much i like him...and i actually felt bad of wat he said...damn.....well im so fucked up rite now..here's a poem

fuckin feelings kept inside

that i can;t jus let out

why did u leave meh all alone

with nothing in mah heart but doubt

now i sit in a corner

where i bleed and sumhow cry

with ppl comin up to meh

tellin meh things i dun satisfy

witha  heart cracked open

and the thoughts of you

i sit here wondering..

saying it over and over agen

what da fuck did i do?

mah life jus seems to revolove around you

that other ppl remind me

of the things we use to do..

im all alone in this realli cold world

with nothin to say

i jus wanna let u noe..u made mah life swirl

but here i go agen saying the things dat make you stare

but all i noe is

u dun;t simply care

so please mah hearts been broken once agen

so all i need is jus a frend...