| - Bruised
I went to Chicago for the first time last Thurssday. It was wonderful. I've never seen so many people or Starbucks in my entire life. I saw Angels and Airwaves. They were completely amazing. I cussed several people out because I have horrible road rage. We got lost so many times and everyone that we asked for directions spoke little english. At one point we ended up in Michigan. It was an awesome. I love the busy city life.
I'm in Hawaii now. It is so beautiful here. At some points I feel like I am in Japan though because there is so many Japanesse people here. The beach is amazing. I'm working on an awesome tan. I haven't really gotten to do a whol lot yet. We have gone to two different beaches and walked the strip a bit, but other than that we've sat around in the hotel or the barracks while David has been at work. I was so scared to fly because the last time I was on a plane I was to little to remember. But the fligt wasn't that bad. It was just sooooo long. But I had a window seat and the chairs were pretty comfortable. I have never been that quiet for that long though. It was a 2 1/2 hour flight to Salt Lake and then a 6 1/2 hour flight to Hawaii. I was never so happy to be walking and talking when I got off.
I get back Monday afternoon and then I turn around and drive to Virginia for Katie's sister's graduation. That's a 13 hour car ride. For someone that doesn't have a job or any money I sure am doing a lot of traveling this summer. I'm going to see Rascal Flatts at the end of this month and I'm also supposed to be going to New York sometime this summer. My sister, Katie and I are all getting an apartment together. I am so excited about that. Other than that I haven't been up to a whole lot. I've definately been partying a lot.
Highlights f the summer so far:
*Two nights in the hospital with Katie. (Not really a highlight, but still something to remember)
*The t-shirt party with Justine
*Jon's graduation party where I got so drunk that I threw up for an hour when I got home. (Another fun night with Justine)
*86.....Justine and Katie, you know what's up!
*Roxanne.....
*Justine's way kick ass birthday party. Brandon gettting arrested. Denny's. Keg stands. Cussing out Brandon in the front yard. Crying in the back yard.
*Botanical Gardens
*All the parties at Brandon's house
*Extremely funny "dumb blonde" moments with Justine. It's amazing what amuses us.
*Laying by the pool with Justine and Brandon
*Amazing road trip to Chicago.
*Beautiful trip to Hawaii.
.....And the summer has just begun!!!!!! | 
I love David 
. I feel like my heart has been riped out. It's so hard to explain what this feels like. I have been doing a whole lot of sleeping. I can't fall asleep at night because I lay there and think about him. Then when I do get to sleep I sleep for like 15 hours because I feel like there is no reason to be awake. I can't even hear his voice for about another two weeks. It's so hard not to be able to hear from him.He is going to be coming home at the begining of April for our one year anniversary. I thought it was very sweet that he wanted to be home for that. And then after he gets home for good we will be moving in together and starting our lives with each other!!!! It is going to be so great shopping for apartment stuff and getting to work on our family and just being able to be with each other always like we have been planning. The thought of that is what gets me up everyday and keeps me going.
