| i told you you'd miss me
i had the craziest hangover today. i didn't wake up until 4 p.m. i am never doing that again! what horrible feelings of sickness eww
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| haha jk everyone we're not broken up
but damn i'm having a bad day.
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| i'm back in davis.
interview tomorrow, i hope i get the position.
school on thursday, yay! + no class on friday this week, i may go to berkeley to watch Kev Choice with pedro.
it's a good week indeed.
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So what do you do
When somebody you're so devoted to
Suddenly just stops loving you
And it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Do you cling to your pride
And sing "I will survive"
Do you lash out and say "How dare you leave this way?"
Do you hold on in vain as they just slip away?
Well I guess I'm trying to be
Nonchalant about it
And I'm going to extremes to prove
I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Underneath the disguise of a smile
Gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel
And I lie convincingly
Cause I don't want to reveal
The fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise
Till I go home at night
And turn down all the lights
And then I break down and cry
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| i hate hurting you...
i will break you down so bad you'll wish you never hurt me
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