| - Nature "Where we'll go, baby, I don't know. We should just let Nature run the show."
Even though things may seem a bit perscrubled in my life right now,
I think I'm doing a damn good job keeping up with real-life stuff. Not
to say that I wouldn't love to just run around all day talking,
playing, conselling, cuddling, eating and looking at art books.... but
I think I've got a pretty nice balance going. That also may be because
I stay up until 1 or 2am every night now.
I am really excited to start singing with Joe and Brendan again. I
was always kindof half-assed about it before, but it was only because I
didn't think I was good enough. Well, now I'll be in Olathe every
Saturday practicing; hoping to get a gig eventually.
I cannot wait to see Alyssa and Cale for Cale's birthday night at
Dave and Buster's. Missing people in Kansas City or Topeka or Salina is
hard, and it is so true that living in the dorms just sucks you in. I
mean, we all get out to go to class and run around occasionally... but
most of the time it feels like McCollum owns your soul. I'm glad I
chose to live in the dorms this year, but honestly... I'm ready to get
out.
This cooped up, gloomy feeling came about the time it always does...
my soul gets all antsy for spring. February has just been very tricky
this year. End of February/beginning of March is about the time when
school gets old, and thoughts of summer start to take over my brain.
Shit, maybe I'm just stressed out. Maybe I'm lonely. Maybe the
weather is fucking with my emotions. Maybe I need some more chocolate
covered almonds and a strong drink. | 
