| | Happy April! I finally think I'm starting to blossom. Just like the cherry blossoms that Newark is so famous for. I'm changing slowly but surely. I have big dreams, attitude, and no direction. Have I finally reached that edge of puberty that most people face when they are a lot younger than I? I don't know. I think my hormones are just out of wack. I'm getting quite darker and more unstable. I just want to express myself to people I know and love but no one understands. I don't even understand. In fact it's putting tension on my relationship with my mother. I think I'm becoming a little rebellious. I just wanna do I don't wanna wait for it to happen. I want to be normal, with a normal social life but really I don't have that quite at hand. I'm searching across the world for my place in this society I can't find it. I'm a lost sheep separated from the herd. A change is in order.
In other news I made it to NY Comic Con. As you can see I'm reading Gamer Girl by Mari Mancusi. It's a little early for such a release but I got it early at Comic Con. It called out to me. "Read me Tavainya. You know you want to." So I took it . hehehe Best decision in my life. It's about a girl that's just like me. Her parents divorced and she moved to a new town and everyone hates her. But the one person she thought hated her turns out to have a crush on her and she returns it online unknowingly to this person. It's a beautiful story and when it launches please pick it up.
I loved Comic Con though. I love all conventions. I went Friday and Sunday. I really wished I could have gone on Saturday to see the TM Revolution but I just can't do a full weekend. I had a press pass so that was beautiful. I met Stan Lee (my father's hero yay!)and I took my fried Gabriel who seemed to be having a great time. I think I finally did something right for once. I enjoyed hanging out, on the train, at the panels, on the show floor, everywhere! I want to so do this with him again. He loved all the free stuff and I hope he will go with me. He says he will cosplay next time too! *squee*
I can't afford Japan this summer so I might not be going. In the fall I will be going of course! I just wrote a letter to my host family. I'll let you know how it goes. But I'll leave you with this quote that I said in 8th grade:
"I'm gonna grow up, live in Shinjuku Japan, marry a Japanese man, and name our child Koushiro. Spring's Light Child. It'll be great"
hehehe I'm gonna be in Shinjuku this fall, don't like kids but hey it's a start. I got some stuffs to do. It's end of term. Summer is less than two weeks away!
jyaa,
ベニャ
|
| | Posted 4/23/2008 9:31 PM - 57 views - 0 comments
- recommend
  - recs0
- give stars
- votes0
- share
- email
 - sent0
|
