I have a prayer request....

Hey All.

I know i don't update this very much, but i have something i need your help with.

My dad went to the doctor today. The doctor said his hepatitis c was starting to come back. My dad has been clear for a couple of years now and for it to come back heart breaking. He's already gone through so much, i hate to think of him having to go through all the medication again. The doctor wants to wait 3 months to see what all is going on before the start him on another round of treatment. The one they want my dad to do next means he will have to take shots everyday instead of once or twice a week like last time. He told me all the people he knows who have taken that treatment (i don't know the name...) got really really sick.

But i'm hopeful that he will not have to take this treatment. I know about the power that prayer can have. Miracles are still happening today. And i'm praying that my dad will be one of them. Please...help me by praying for him too. That his Hepatitis will go back into remission and he won't have to take any  more shots. And that maybe through all of this he will begin to build a relationship with God. Thank you.

~Sara

So a lot has happend...ish. I am now 19. I feel so old sometimes...but i'm still really a youngon, so whatever. I still feel like i'm 16...i miss it, it was so safe somehow.

I went to mexico. That was just amazing. Really amazing. the kids down there were so loving, and accepting, and caring. It was hard to come back home. I enjoyed the shoping down there. I bought a hammock. It is pretty sweet. I bought a rope of garlic like in the vampire movies. That is freaking sweet. Too bad no vampires to keep away. I got some other random stuff too. it was fun. But the best part by far was spending time with those kids.

I did the mom's day thing to day. I have to work tomorrow. That bites. i don't even work Sundays...i guess they are going to be really busy or something like that.

I think that`s about all that is going on in my life. A bunch of other random stuff has been goin down, but nothing worth writing about.

~Sara

I hate how i let things affect me so much. I get so angry so fast. I get tired too quickly. I hate how i react without thinking. I have no patience anymore. I am so selfish it's not even funny.

My heart hurts, and my head is tired of thinking about it. who ever said we had to be in Love made a grave mistake. I'm tired of wanting someone to hold onto and care about. I'm ok not knowing...but it would be great and easy to know a name or at least a date.

Chris Farley is on tv. His story  is sad. I feel bad for him. He had so much potential. So much.

WOW. i just saw a commercial for a reality show called "God or the girl?" What is up with that? Did they run out of ideas. That is not good. Not good at all.

I should go to bed. I have to be up in 5 hours. so...good night.

Ok, maybe i gave myself too much credit. I merely kept up with Marc the other day and didn't let him burn me. Either way, i was really happy and i figured did pretty good for me.

People are weird. Very weird.

When does stating a fact or asking a question cross the line into complaining? I'm not sure, and have been informed that i've crossed that line quite frequently.  I don't know, maybe i do complain a lot. I'd like to think i have a positive out look on life, but maybe i'm just a cynical, pessimistic person deep down, and i have yet to realize this fact.

I swear i'm not as dumb as i seem.

~Sara

I so burned Marc last night! I even got a high five from him for the action. *does a dance* go Sara! If you guys know the day to day crud i get from that kid, you'd be happy for me too! it was most fun.

 Saw that Stay Alive movie yesterday...it was interesting. kinda creepy...but the whole bad villiany thing look way too computerized to provide any real threat to me...so it lacked that element of scarage...otherwise, not too bad.

Went to Chi Alpha. That was fun. Found out this dude i know is joined the National Guard and is leaving in 2 weeks. Rob and Kim are pregnant. And thing are starting to move crazy fast. It's wierd...you like hit this certain age, and everything around you changes. People are leaving left and right, people are getting married, people are having babies...It like you realize that everything that is happening to other people is everything you want...But all you can do is wait for it to happen. It's all good, this life is a blessin.

Take care. Much love.

~Sara