I hate how i let things affect me so much. I get so angry so fast. I get tired too quickly. I hate how i react without thinking. I have no patience anymore. I am so selfish it's not even funny.

My heart hurts, and my head is tired of thinking about it. who ever said we had to be in Love made a grave mistake. I'm tired of wanting someone to hold onto and care about. I'm ok not knowing...but it would be great and easy to know a name or at least a date.

Chris Farley is on tv. His story  is sad. I feel bad for him. He had so much potential. So much.

WOW. i just saw a commercial for a reality show called "God or the girl?" What is up with that? Did they run out of ideas. That is not good. Not good at all.

I should go to bed. I have to be up in 5 hours. so...good night.