so what do you think of my senior pic? that's when i had my long hair, but now it is very short. i plan on growing it out again so i can donate it again. i know this was short, but i don't have much time.

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New Start

List of things new in my life

i moved to north carolina

i live with my mom and my sisters

i'm no longer a foster child

i have graduated from high school

i have some great offers for college

i have new family members in my life

i bought a house

i bought a really cute puppy, romeo

you see, my life has improved so much since foster care. sometimes i wish i could go back to the way things were. i miss a lot of my friends back in PA and OH. i miss high school and having no responsibility, but eventually you have to grow up. i hope to here from some of you who still use xanga. 

hope you all enjoy this. i know i thought it was funny and cute. so check it out and let me know what you think of it. sorry it was so short today, but i have church tomorrow and a concert. bye!

Lizzi

My Story

hello everybody,

There has been some things that i have wanted to tell all of you, and i think you are ready to here them. this may seem unbelievable, but it is all true. now brace yourself because what i am about to tell you may hurt. as most of you already know that i am a foster child, but the question is why? well, when i was about 10 my stepfather started to abuse me. he is an ex-marine and a prison guard. as the years progressed the abuse got worse. so bad it was unbearable. once i reached the age of 11 or 12 he started to sexually abuse me. thank the Lord he did not rape me, but he did some horrible things that have scared me for life. you may be wondering why i have told you all of this, but i have a good reason. i want to share with other teens that they are not alone. those of you who read this and have suffered similar or worse situations i want you to respond. i would love to help and or coach you through your trials. it is going to be a very rough road, but you do have a friend and that's not just me. the Lord is on your side...ALWAYS! please don't hesitate to talk to me. i'm here to listen and give advice if you want it. i also plan to write my story in more detail and send it out to be published. so maybe you will see a book writted by me. how cool!!! well, talk to me people.

Liz

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did you ever feel like the whole is coming down on you all at once? the rain just keeps on pouring as well as the tears. i think it is about time to let it all out. life has just been really rough to the point where i don't know whether or not to cry or scream or just curl up in a ball and shut down for a few days. i need a break...a very long break! i work 40hrs a week, i get no sleep, no time to myself, and i am so fragile right now. i can't handle anything that comes in my path. those of you who are feeling the same way need to turn to God. he is the ONLY way out. put everything onto him, and he will help! i have been trying my best to do that, but there seems to be things that only i can take care of. right now i don't think i can handle it. i on the verge of a complete melt down and i just need all your prayers. i mean REALLY need your prayers. some things have happened to me over the week that has totally damaged me to the point where i want to scream out loud till my throat goes dry. right now is not the time to discuss those items, but it would be very helpful if you prayed me. my heart is so weak and shattered. the people i thought i could trust have run me into the dirt and spat into my face. i don't know who to turn to except God. there are other people i could talk to, but they just won't understand. please pray...i really need your support! my family is suffering so much and it kills me to watch them. i love you all very much and thank you for your prayers.