| And we've all got hearts and they keep beating and they keep telling us what we should say and it's hard to listen
anyway but these days we are in tune with the way we love the afternoon
as it fades slowly to a restful night.
Everything is magic until it becomes routine, in your bedroom, on the
road or in the corners of your dreams, and I sure hope we aren't just
spinning our wheels. Whatever happens, I think you should know I'm just
glad it feels like anything at all.
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| graduation.my younger brother graduated last night. i can't help but think of people who don't know me anymore, and those i don' know anymore.
you know who you are.
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| i'm 20 and everyone's dying.strange, at about 12:30 i realized that i'm not a teenager any more. not that i thought i would be all my life, but it's a bit like falling off a cliff. When i turned 18, i remember counting to midnight, when i would no longer be tried as a juvenile in a criminal case. the whole "no going back" nonsense.
i need to reflect.
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| matzos is the bane of my existence.that and my recent acknowledgment of futility in both political and social aspects.
maybe it's a lack of real food. maybe it's because i was awake for 20.5 hours yesterday. maybe it's because my keyboard doesn't respond as much as i'd like it to.
blah.
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| it's windy and cold again. boo.
in other news, i'm still able to run, despite my love of rolling tobacco. score.
scult had a political rant at the end of hermeneutics class today. at first i hated it, but once it sank in, it made a lot of sense. i'm starting to feel sick of being apathetic regarding things that "don't" "affect" me, even though i can't say i ever have been. what is there to do, when any action only benefits another aspect of the bigger structure of things? yea, vote democrat i guess, but i still see another war soon, if not with others than with ourselves. understand the other as other, not as an extension of oneself. bleh.
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