Currently Listening Black Holes and Revelations By Muse see related

I don't know just what to do with myself.

Living back home wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it would be. Other than the fact that I don't have my own room and really any of my stuff, it's actually quite plesant. Not paying any bills right now rocks, but on the 15th that will all change.

I just saw an interview of Rachel Bilson, and it reminded me of how pissed I am with The O.C.! Why the fuck would they kill off Marrisa?! What were they thinking? AAAAHHHH!!!!!

I wish romantic feelings didn't exist. That would make things so much easier. Because then I wouldn't think about a boy that I can't have all day long. Oh, what bliss. What joy. If only that were possible. *sigh* Boys. I really hate myself sometimes. Hindsight really is 20 fucking 20!

AFI has disappointed me. So has Matchbook Romance. What happened to them? They were both so good, now they're so not.

If I could turn back time...if I could find a way.

P.S.- the new Muse album is so fucking good!!!!!!!!!

Currently Listening Illinois By Sufjan Stevens see related

Video cameras are not as fun as they seem.

Vanilla flavored vodka is not a good idea.

I feel so stupid.

Kim totally broke up with me.

I want to move.

I miss Stacy.

Charlie don't surf.

I'm still evolving.

I'm not hung up on completion.

Currently Listening The Used By The Used Noise and Kisses see related

I hate whores. Stupid, bitchy whores whose name starts with the letter "J". And, I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one. AAAHHHHH. Enough with that...must think good thoughts. What if I did make this skirt?! I think I did a pretty damn good job if I did! BITCH!

I'm sitting at my mom's watching Barney with David (who is now asleep). I really hate watching this. All these kids are homos. And, they can't sing.

I hope tomorrow is going to be a good day. I'm crossing my fingers.

Peter totally looked at me! And not just the glance that he did before, this time it was an actual look. His eyes are brown *sigh* His beard is back *sigh* He's so cute *sigh* Why can't I just talk to him?

If all the snowflakes were candy bars and milkshakes, everyone would be really fat and have no teeth.

I absolutely cannot wait for July 15, 2006! I'm so excited that I just can't hide it! Taco decided to come! Yay! I think I will start calling him Taco from now on. I think it's cute. He doesn't, but that doesn't really matter, now does it?

I want to get really drunk. I wish I were 21.

I really love my friends...even though some of them (ahem-Austin) don't love me back.

Currently Listening The Best of Simon & Garfunkel By Simon & Garfunkel see related

A rock feels no pain, an island never cries.

Currently Watching The O.C. - The Complete Second Season see related

I love days off. But, that means no oogling Peter... He hates me.

Cowtown might be moving! AHHH!!!!! I love cowtown! Megan and Scott took me there for my birthday...it was f-ing cold!

I really want to go to Joyland. It rocks my socks.

I want to ride a horse that isn't 21 years old. He nearly killed me! Damn you Argo...damn you!

I hate waking up because it is so fucking hot! Megan keeps this place heated like a damn oven. BITCH! j/k

I absolutely cannot wait for Scott, Kim and Steve to come back. I really miss them.

I really don't like local news. They all bug me. Damn newscasters!

I think I'm going to go check the mail.

P.S.- Scott no longer sucks...Austin, however, sucks double!