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Name: Camille
Country: Philippines
Metro: Cebu
Birthday: 8/22/1986
Gender: Female
Interests: poetry, europe, books, cats, writing, coffee, emo, techno, rave, house, alternative music, parties, business, movies, art, painting, the O.C., One Tree Hill, Starbucks, clubbing, psychology, premed
Occupation: Student
Industry: Medical
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AIM:  nevercomedown00
MSN: camille_kiam
Yahoo:  kiamzky
Member Since:
3/19/2005
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| He couldnt look me in the eye as he held my hand in his
i dared not speak, i refused to cry
he said his goodbyes, i thought i would die.
When i saw him again, he seemed happy and free
I didnt understand it, how could he live without me?
He had promised me the world and taken it away
he has left my heart all in one quick day.
I made the mistake of letting him go
but it wasnt my fault, i really didnt know.
He'd thought he was a problem, only standing in my way
i wish he would have told me, maybe i could have made him stay.
I wanted to beg him not to leave me
but my heart denied me that one small plea.
He is now out of my life and has met a sweet little thing
I hope he'll be happy with the love she'll bring.
Now i watch him from a distance
his smiles, sweet words and caress are gone
and nothing makes sense.
He tells me of their plans, as if i give a damn
but i pretend i am happy, because this is who i am.
im trying to move on, i feel so incomplete.
i try to forget our memories together, happy moments oh so sweet
when did this all happen, it all seemed so fast
he was my first love, id wanted him to be my last.
now he is with another girl, my heart suffers so
there is nothing i could do..
but watch my angel go... | | |
| im like absent for two days already. i dont know whats wrong with me. i
dont feel like goin out of the house. i told jacky to cancel the beach
outin this weekend. coz i really dont feel like celebratin my bday. and
i dont feel like entertainin lots of people. just want to be with my
very close friends. have drinks then sleep. im talkin to byron now. my
friend from texas. he is filipino. and he loves to party. lol. very
cool guy. again, he is so far. haha. and kevin read my xanga. um...
embarassin? hell yah.
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| had coffee at east,west then dinner at zao with kitz, jacky, fe, mon
and rex last night. then went to jacky's place... watched friends...
had beer.... karaoke.... then went home around 2am. talked to rex
on the phone til 5am. now im absent whole day in skul.
oh raymond and aya stopped by at zao wyl were havin dinner. was invitin
me to partiE with them. but i told them i have to be with my friends. i
think ray is kinda mad or sumthin. i wasnt really in the mood to partiE
with them last night.
just gonna watch tv today and sleep.
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| i woke up very late this morning. my test was supposed to start at 7:30
and i woke up at exactly 7:30!!! i was terrified id miss the exam so i
changed as fast as i can without takin a bath, eatin breakfast and
sayin goodbye to my mom. hahaha... it was so funny. i took a cab and
told the driver to go as fast as he can. it took me us 15 mins to get
there. when i got to my classroom, people were talkin and laughin. coz
the teacher wasnt there yet! i was so super relieved. lol. he started
the exam at 8am. well... it was pretty hard. philippines history. so
boring subject. i prefer world history. coz its more interesting.
anyway, after the exam i went home directly. and here i am writin this.
&hearts
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oh... just woke up.. mawnin! ;)
the teddy bear again... hehehhehe
