Hey you! how's life? So, you think Jack's cuter?!?! Yeah, he's pretty cute... I mean, OMG! LOL, he's HOTT! Hahah! I'll check your guys out after I write this....

Here's the sad thing tho, I like WHITE bois! LOL, it's soooo bad for me, every azn girl i know--there's not many, lol-- but they all like azn guys too. I mean, it makes sense, but i've always imagined myself w/ a white guy....:-/ My past bf's has been white... but i didn't like em as much! lol... only 1 azn guy tried to get w/ me... n he freaked me out! remember...MICHAEL?!?! Haha! (Tho, azn bf's r more of like long term relationships...n whites r like "pick up n drop" types.) Oh well.... It's not like it makes me a bad azn...lol. ?!?!

OoOoo! Speaking of Michael, did i ever tell u that he texted me like 2 weeks ago telling me to "go away...nice knowing u... i thought i met some1 who i can share my feelings w/? but i'm nothing but a loser, stop texting me." Ok, well, I was having a sleepover w/ friends yesterday n they kno all about mike... n well... they thought it was stupid that he told me to go away n here he is calling me back n stuff. I'm like "WTF?!?! y is this guy calling?!?! I thought I got rid of him!" I have to admit, when he told me to go away, i was shocked! I felt DUMPED! lol...NO 1 DUMPS ME! I DUMP THEM!!!

Oh, since we're in the topic of boys... my 'friend/ (secretly loving him)', Chris seemed to have changed his cell number....:-/ . I'm hoping that he's @ camp where there's no reception... but when i call, it says that "The number u have dialed is not in service" or something. I so hope he didn't change his number n never told me. *sighs* Or even BLOCKED my number. Oh god. LOL. I haven't called him all summer b/c i'm like "I'm always the one calling him--y can't HE call ME this time!??!" Wow... lol.. i sound like i expect soooo much, huh?

I gotta go... as u can see, i'm very talkative when it comes to this subject. I have A LOT of boy problems. haha. TTYL! Ciao!

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by the way, your new guys on ur myspace... they R HOTT! LOL... kinda "F4" look, huh? Like...the guy-- Hero Angeles or something. LOL, I saw him on TFC.

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Oh gosh! LOL, my stories. WHERE SHOULD I START? LOL... well, let's see, I agree w/ you on one thing. I don't find guys around me attractive either. I mean, the guys in my grade-- they're not like HOTT, well... some of them are. But, that's all. Like, Jack's hot... but i wouldn't go out w/ him.
I've only gone out w/ 1 guy who was in my grade... didn't turn out too well. We went out once.. but we had the "title" of being each other's bf/gf. I think i told u this... but, he went back home to like South Carolina or something, n then when he came back his brother told me that he cheated on me w/ his bro's X! Agh! LOL... but i told him i didn't mind... cuz i never really liked him. It was in 7th grade... when every1 was like going out w/ some1 n it was like a stupid rule that u had to be going out w/ some1 too. LOL. He was the only guy that i went out w/ that's my age.
The other guy was older than me, n chris is my age, n he's the closest to me birthday-wise, but i'm sure we're never going to get together. Not until i lose extra baggage. lol... he's into azn's... but he's not into me. LOL. HOW RUDE! I mean, he's been w/ about 2...maybe 3 filipino girls. (Very white-wash, i must mention.) But they were all like STICKS, really thin! (I'm not really, so maybe that's y he hasn't given me a chance.) He won't admit to that tho... i kno he won't. (Like me, i'll never tell Michael that it's not b/c i only go for white guys, but b/c he's a little bit wide too. Hee hee, I'm soooo shallow! I've used Chris as my motivation to lose weight too, but i guess it's a sign that i don't like him as much as it looks like, cuz if i really did, i would be able to lose weight so easily--but it's soooo hard for me! LOL. Well, it's late, n my mom expects me to have the laundry folded... lol. I'll ttyl! Ciao!

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