| okay so last night was pure insanity. went to the as i lay dying and norma jean concert... and its was absolutely awesome. but i was dumb enough to go into the pit.. and i lost my favorite shoe. but it was still stinking amazing.
check out my myspace..... myspace.com/venti_chais_and_lullabies
happy sunday...
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| just got back in town from good ol tennessee. and i officially love dashboard. by the way.
going to the masq. tonight too see as i lay dying and norma jean. which is gonna freaking rock. but lets go to jingle jam...
love you all.
ellen
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| happy fruesday....
went to starbucks twice today and it was really fun. and chris, the designated starbucks boy, was there. and he reminds me of taymin for some reason-- and so does the coffee tumbler-- weird. so i watched october sky in physics today and even though ive seen it like 4000 times, i still cried. then erin, zach, scott, and sarah made fun of me. and im going to this massive slumber party with 8th grade girls tonight.. im a chaperone.. haha.... but we are going to make a humongous birthday cake and paint our toenails. and its going to be super-duper fun. woo.
but have the most amazing thanksgiving... chao
EDIT:
a few will understand this poem...
Where is all the honesty? Where is all the reason?
The truth seems to change, as does the season.
I feel like I've bent over backwards for you
Yet you've stabbed me and been anything but true.
I feel so alone; like its the world against one-
It's hard to face the day, even with the sun.
People have changed, maybe I have too.
I see truth through a clouded view.
Hurt. Rage. Anger. Frustration. Pain. Hopelessness.
But I, too must confess.
I want to love you, to see you, to hear you
But where are you?
Why do i feel like the malignant one?
How come I'm the one who feels so empty inside
When You're the one to blame?
Set me free, God, from this prison
Set me free, God, from this prison!
For if God is for me, who can be against me
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| you work so hard-- and its never appreciated... you do your best to have everyone's back... but they just stick a knife in yours..
happy monday.. going to steevie b's tonight with jess...
EDIT: so steevie b's was freaking fun. i met this mug named travis and he was extremely cool--and hes definitely the office aid that comes in my room like every morning.. and then we [me, jess, and this random 7 year old] did that bowling game where you roll the ball into the different holes. and i got 8 tickets. but the only prize i wanted was the purple fuzzy lamp and it was 1000 tickets. but i only had 8. so i gave my tickets to some random kids. ha. and then its off to starbucks where these three dudes were like stalking me and jess... oh the fun. and then i totally railed a puddle in my awesome rainboots. TOMORROWS FRUESDAY! (friday + tuesday). happy thanksgiving... |
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| man this weather is gloomy... it makes my head hurt.
happy almost friday.. one week till thanksgiving. and we are having chicken pot pie for dinner and its super.
come to the loaf tomorrow night 8ish to 11ish.
peace |
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